mom, its been 17 years since you left us and my life as duly hashas changed.no u left us way to soon your family has went to shit holidays are the worse. no more holiday dinners. your kds not even talkin for years at a time. ur grandchildren being off the chain mom I'm 52 years old and you be gone. quite some time and at times I still. cry for my mommie. I love u momma