Hey there Buck. As you know it has been three years since you transitioned. I think of you every day, and I know that you are still by my side. I hope you hear me when I talk to you. I still wear the necklace that you have me. When I really need you, I clench it very tightly. I just wanted to write to you and say I will always love you, and I miss you so much. Tell all "hello" for me.
Please stay close to me.
Always and for ever, your baby sister, Penny

Happy Birthday Buck. I miss you so much. I am keeping my head up and I am staying in the boat. I love you so much. Tell everyone else I said hello and I love them. You will be with me forever in my heart.

Hey there! I hope this is a Happy Birthday for you Buck. My heart still hurts. But don't worry about me. You know how it is. There are sunny days and rainy ones as well. MAN, I miss you so very, very much. Life is so hard. And without you, it's almost unbearable. I know. You are probably saying: "nah" that I just think it's hard. Well my dear brother, I'm show-nuff thinking that it's hard. I wish I could change my mind. I want to talk to you. And I want you to talk back to me. I hold your heart in my hand. I hold your memory in my mind. I will hold your love and spirit all around me forever. Until we meet again be free my brother. Tell all I said Hey. And I'm going to "stay steady in the boat."

I love you Buck..

Your baby sister - Penny

I will miss you my dear brother, Buck. I miss you so much already. Even though, my heart is empty without you, it is very heavy. I know you told me not to worry and stay steady in my boat. And because you told me that, I'm going to put my best paddle forward. BOlieve that my brother. And like you told me, I know one day it will be smooth sailing. But until then, again like you told me, No matter how rough the weather might get, I'm not going to get out of the boat. "I ain't gone do it!" "I ain't gone be able to do it!"