IM GONNA MISS THAT SMILE:)
WELL WHER DO I START FIRST,SINCE NONI LIVED WITH US SINCE HIS YOUNGER YRS, HAVE QUITE A FEW, I'LL JUST SAY A COUPLE THOUGH, NONI, MY LIL BROTHER DAVID WOULD HANG OUT N DRINK, OF COURSE I WOULD JOIN THEM, TILL ONE DAY NONI SAID I NEED TO INTRODUCE U TO MY SISTER JAMIE, U ALL R BOTH ALCHOLICS N WOULD GET ALONG VERY WELL,I WOULD TELL HIM SHUT UP NON IM NOT AN ALCHY I JUST LIKE TO HAVE FUN LIKE U ALL,N ALSO TOLD HIM SHE DOESN'T EVEN LIKE ME..HE LAUGHED WITH HIS WAY OF LAUGHING AND WOULD SAY WATEVER SHES GONNA LIKE U IF I SAY SO.THAT WAS NONI FOR U, SO HE FINALLY INVITED HER OVER BK IN 1994,WE REALLY CLICKED N WERE ALIKE IN EVERT WAY, WE STILL R BY THE WAY..LOL.I THANKU DEARLY FOR THAT WITH ALL MY HEART BY THE WAY NONI:)ANYWAYS WE STARTED TO GO TO CLUBS TOGETHER WE BECAME UNSEPERABLE, NONI WOULD SEE ALL DRESSED IN SHORT SKIRTS N SHORTS, BOY WOULD HE GET PISSED, HIS WORDS, U ALL BETTER CHANGE THAT SHIT, U'LL ARENT GOING ANYWHERE DRESSED LIKE THAT!! WE WOULD TELL HIM SHUT UP, WERE OLDER THAN U..CANT TELL US WAT TO WEAR..ALSO WOULD TELL HIM, "UR NOT THE BOSS OF US".LOL.WE WOULD HEAR THE SAME THING FROM HIM EVERYTIME, TILL HE GAVE UP, N JUST SAID NOONE BETTER B MESSING WITH U ALL, I'LL F..THEM UP. THEN FROM HAPPY MEMORIES CAME TO SCRAY ONES, ONE TIME HIM N MY LIL BRO WERE PASSING THRU MY HOUSE SINCE I LIVED DOWN THE STREET FROM THEM..WELL THEY WERE STICKING ME THE FINGER N LAUGHING N LAUGHING LIKE USUAL, WELL 30 MINUTES LATER WE COME TO FIND THEY WERE IN A VERY UGLY ACCIDENT, AT THAT TIME WE WERE ALL HYSTERICAL, MY LIL BRO WAS N ICU FOR ABOUT A MONTH N NONI GOT WHIPLASHED N BRUISED BUT WAS OK, HE CAME BK TO MY MOMS HOUSE, WAITING FOR MY LIL BRO TO GET OUT, ALL MY BRO WOULD ASK FOR WAS HIS BEST FRIEND NONI, HE HAD TO VISIT HIM BEFORE LEAVING THE HOSPITAL.SO MY BRO COULD KNOW HE WAS OK:) WE DECORATED THE HOUSE WITH BALLOONS A MONTH LATER WHEN MY BRO GOT RELEASED ARNOLD OF COURSE DID THE CLIMBING ON THE COUCHES N ALL, FOR THE BALLOONS..WOWW REMEMBER LIKE IT WAS JUST YESTERDAY U WERE HERE WITH US, N EVEN THOUGH AS WE BOTH GREW OLDER N HARDLY SAW EACHOTHER U WERE ALWAYS N MY HEART N THOUGHTS AFTERALL U WERE LIKE MY LIL BROTHER.:( I HAVE BEEN THERE FOR UR FAMILY SINCE VERY YOUNG N MORE NOW SINCE THE DAY WE GOT THE NEWS, I NEVER LEFT UR FAMILYS SITE,BONNE EVEN WANTED TO THROW ME OUT CAUSE I WAS NEVER HOME, BUT THAT'S WAT REAL FAMILY AND FRINDS DO, THEY STICK BY U IN TIMES OF NEED. WE EVEN CELEBRATED UR BDAY N I READ A POEM I HAD MADE FOR PAT, IT WAS VERY HARD BUT I DID IT FOR U N UR FAMILY, WE WILL BE CELEBRATING EASTER SINCE THAT WAS UR FAVORITE HOLIDAY, EATING ALL THE CUPCAKES LIKE ALWAYS,N BREAKING THE EGGS ON ALL THE KIDS:)EVERYONE WILL MISS ALL THOSE DAYS, U R GONE BUT NEVER EVER WILL BE FORGOTTHEN, UR MOMMY MISSES U SOO MUCH, I JUST PRAY TO GOD ALL THE TIME THAT HER PAIN WIL EASE, WHICH IM SURE THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE FOR A LOVING MOTHER. I DRAM OF U ALL NITE, U WERE HERE BUT IN REALITY U WERE REALLY GONE, ALL U WANTED IN MY DREAM WAS TO FEEL LOVE U KEPT SAYING U FELT AS IF ONLY UR BODY WAS HERE AND NOT UR SOUL, IT WAS REALLY REALLY WEIRD N WENT ON THRU MOST OF THE NITE..THEN FOR ME TO WAKEUP N KNOW THAT TODAY HAS BEEN 9MONTHS THAT TO EVERYONE FEELS LIKE JUST YESTERDAY, N U KNOW NANCYSINCE IM HOPING UR READING MY STORY, :) WHEN I READ UR STORY IT WAS SO WEIRD I EVEN SAID MA OUT LOUD, CAUSE I SOOO REMEMBER THAT'S HOW HE WOULD CALL U..I LUV ALL OF U ALL SOOOO MUCH N WILL B HERE FOR U ALL TILL GOD CALLS ME HOME:) I HOPE UR PAIN EASES N TIME, I HATE TO KNOW THAT U R SOO DOWN. LUV U NONI..WITH ALL MY HEART LIL BRO!