Mom, 

   I didnt write anything on the 4 yr. anniversary of your passing..Im sorry for that. i dont know if you can read these postings i put up for you, but i believe thst somehow you can. theres no space between thoughts and souls, all i have to do is think of you and your right here with me. hows vince? i miss you both so much. i cant believe itll be 2 yrs. since vince passed on my birthday 12-24. give him all my love and it was 4 yrs. on august 1, 2018 that you passed away .

   Ill never forget you mom and i hope you never forget me. and ill keep the faith. ive been trying to go on with my life since you and vince passed on. i figure ill be joining  you guys son enough. so id better start doing the things ive always wanted to. and say what i need to say to the loved ones in my life. and i really need to forgive myself for my wrongs. id like to learn to love myself as well. and i dont want to live in fear of aything. life is too short. 

    i just want to thank you for all the love youve shown me and for always doing your best. i carry you and my brother in my soul everyday. our time to reunite will happen soon enough. until then just know how very much i love you and how much i miss you.

love always, your second born roxann rosemmm rouse alvarado