Mom, 

   I didnt write anything on the 4 yr. anniversary of your passing..Im sorry for that. i dont know if you can read these postings i put up for you, but i believe thst somehow you can. theres no space between thoughts and souls, all i have to do is think of you and your right here with me. hows vince? i miss you both so much. i cant believe itll be 2 yrs. since vince passed on my birthday 12-24. give him all my love and it was 4 yrs. on august 1, 2018 that you passed away .

   Ill never forget you mom and i hope you never forget me. and ill keep the faith. ive been trying to go on with my life since you and vince passed on. i figure ill be joining  you guys son enough. so id better start doing the things ive always wanted to. and say what i need to say to the loved ones in my life. and i really need to forgive myself for my wrongs. id like to learn to love myself as well. and i dont want to live in fear of aything. life is too short. 

    i just want to thank you for all the love youve shown me and for always doing your best. i carry you and my brother in my soul everyday. our time to reunite will happen soon enough. until then just know how very much i love you and how much i miss you.

love always, your second born roxann rosemmm rouse alvarado

Dear mommy.....

    First of all mommy my soul missis you.....
 
Memories of you always making our holidays special and making meals everyday. Also teaching us how to tie our shoes... just the simple things I remember now mean so much to me. Iv'e cried so many tears for you. I can still hear you telling me "I don't want you to cry, I hate it when you cry baby girl." Man, mommy you left us too soon. I hear this from so many people that God has his plan for all of us. Iv'e excepted god's will, but dammit, I miss you so much.

 All my love,
your baby girl, Lisa