2014 Has been the hardest year of my life.
My heart is still and always will be broken Brian.
Losing a child is the most painful thing I have gone through.
But through it all I have learned a lot.
I have learned that life is short. Enjoy
every waking moment. Don't hesitate to
do the things you want to do.
I have found out who truly loves you and
has your back and who doesn't.
I have learned God is control and not us.
He truly has the last say. And he has his hand
in everything even though at times you feel like
he is not there.
I have learned that the ones that truly care
go way beyond themselves to show you and be
there when you need them most.
I have made many new friends and have had to
remove myself from many who have been negative in my life.
But most of all it has made me stronger,wiser,appreciative
of what I have and family. Which has bought me even closer to God.
2015 will be a fight for me. Justice for you is
what I will be aiming for. And all the strength I had
to gain and pray for in 2014 will help me see it through in 2015.
I am thankful to all who have been supportive emotionally and spiritual with there prayers. I kindly asked that everyone please continue to keep us in there prayers in 2015. That there will be justice for you and those people will be put in prison for a very very long time.
I love you and miss you my son!