Dear Carol,
I've missed you a lot. The magic of your angel visit on my Birthday makes me wonder, if you are powerful enough to know how I feel, than aren't you powerful enough to fix this? Wouldn't you save me from this tradgic pain? You just might not be that strong, maybe. I sure hope that you and I will never drift apart. You keep me safe and without you, I wouldn't be able to carry on. For you to know just how I feel, makes me realize, there is a point. You make me feel like someone cares because I know you do. There isn't one second I wouldn't spend with you if I could. What's important now is to remember, not forget. Times are tough, but memories are even tougher. I've learned that from experience. You feel like you are going through an awful time, but the good memories make it harder, with my upsetting problems, and the thought of you being gone, it speaks for itself. There isn't enough starts in the galaxy to represent how much I love and miss you. To bring peace to the suffering, healing for the injured, cures for the malarians, and hope for the world, we remember Carol Addison Fink, yourself, to keep that in mind. With the power of God in Heaven with you by his side, anything is possible and nobody is hurt forever. Carol, your memory brings enough joy to my heart to make me cry. I never will forget you, sweet angel. I may never get to see you again until heaven, but I will see you in everything I do. I will see you in my heart, in my soul and in my mind. There is nothing that doesn't matter. And Carol, that includes you and every second you lived. Memories matter, broken hearts matter, malaria matters, pain matters, bullying matters and because of you, there are people who want to make a difference. I love and miss you with everything and nothing less.
Yours truly, Bailey!