I LOVE YOU CARSON, today is the 27th anniversary of your birth.... Your birthday, your 27th birthday. I tried to explain to Aiden, how I feel, how everyone feels, but he doesn't get it, since he's only 4 and a turdmuffin. I told him a few hours ago, that when he wakes up, it'll be your birthday, and not to be such a brat. It'll be so hard for us, trying to celebrate you, when you're not here with us. I don't know what to say, especially without sounding repetitive. But, yeah I started a sentence with "but"..... WE MISS YOU, LOVE YOU AND STILL WISH YOU WERE HERE! INFINITY TIMES! I LOVE YOU LITTLE (YOUNGER) TALL BROTHER!