This memorial website was created in the memory of my loved one, Cheyenne Cody Shaw, 24, born on October 11, 1986 and passed away on December 25, 2010. Cheyenne you may be invisible to my sight, but you are forever with me. I may not hear you speak outloud, but you are forever whispering in my ear. I may not always feel your presence, but you will forever remind me your soul has not died. I may not see your handsome face, but you are forever smiling. I may not know you are here, but you are forever watching what I do. And though you may not be seen, you are FOREVER, like my love for you I will remember and love you forever. Love you mom
Tributes
Leave a tributeWent to court on Thursday, your dad didn't come. I should of known that. I just about lost it Chey, he took your football jacket. I know it shouldn't bother me but the idea of any of your stuff going away from me just bust me up inside. Love and miss you very much, momma
Things don't seem to be getting any better with your dad. Keep watching over me I need your protection, love and miss you bunches, mmma
Please watch over me while your dad is acting a complete idiot. I really think he will hurt me, I love and miss you bunches and bunches. Momma
Hey baby, just a word to say I miss you. Can you believe the way your dad is acting, just crazy. Keep a watch for me. love and miss you bunches. momma
Another Mother's Day coming up without you here to help me celebrate. You were the joy of my life, I enjoyed every moment of being your mom. If I could just hold you one more time and tell you how proud you made me and how happy I was just to be Cheyenne's mom. Miss you forever and a day, momma
I love you very much, please watch over me the next few months not sure what your dad is capable of. love momma
Be by my side my darling, I need you now very much. Love and miss you more than anything. Momma
"Happy Easter" my baby. Wish you were here with me so we could celebrate together. Watch over me while I am going thru these trouble times. As always I love you so very much and miss you even more, momma
Just wanted to say Happy Easter, I didn't get to decorate like I wanted to but I did put big bunny out. I will be moving home in a month or so. Everyone will be out of the house by then and I will be so glad. Love you bunches and miss you more, momma
I know you thought I would never do it but I did, you know. I love and miss you so very much. Please stay with me during this time. Love you always momma
I know you wondering what the hell your mother is doing. Chey I really don't have a clue what I am going to do. Please send down some of your wisdom. I love you, momma
I have to tell you things are not very good about now. I know you already know that I went and seen a lawyer Wednesday. It is something I should have done a very long time ago. Love you and miss you very much, momma
Hey baby, I need your help and support right now. Big changes coming but I think you would be happy for me. I love you, momma
Still having the problems I came to you with last month. Please give me a sign that you are okay, I miss you so much and love you even more, momma
Hey baby, just a note to say how much I miss and love you. I have a lot of issues going on wish you could help me out. Love ou lots and miss you even more, momma
Momma needs your help about know, need good advise ce. Love
You bunches'momma
As you know a lot of things are changing, please watch over me during this time and guide me in the right direction. love you, momma
Watch out for me baby, momma has a lot on her mind these days and needs her angel. Love and miss you bunches, moma
I work for this really nice family. As you know I take care of their son, John, he is special. You and him would of made a great pair. His sense of humor reminds me a lot of yours. You would of made such a better nurse than I ever will. Love you bunches, moma
Just a note I love you so much and miss you even more, love you, moma
I miss you so much, love mom
Hey baby how are you, was talking to Brandon on facebook, got a few pictures of you guys hiking and I put them on your web. Love you, miss you even more. Just let the big man know I am ready any time he wants to call me home. Love you bunches, momma
happy New Year, wow starting another year without you. I miss you soon much, the ache is always there. I love you, momma
Wow three years I can't believe it has been this long. I miss you soo much. I can hardly stand being here without you. I hope you enjoyed your decorations. Love momma
We got all of your decorations put up, they look great. We will light the lights on Christmas Eve, love you bunches and miss you more, momma
Hey baby, the time is getting closer, another Christmas without you. I always loved the holidays because of you and Colt. He doesn't call, come by or even care about us anymore. But you know all of that. We love you and miss you soooooooo much. We will be home Monday and put your decorations up them. Love you, momma
Thank you for remembering my baby, he was a special person. Hope you have a wonderful holiday. Linda
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Happy Thanksgiving" another year without your sweet, smiling face. I miss you so much. I would give anything to be with you. I can't believe it has been almost 3 years since I was able to touch your sweet face and tell you how much I love you. Please know that I love you sooo much and miss you even more. Momma
I love you my baby, moma
A flower for my baby.
I miss you so much words can't compare to how I feel. Me and dad are doing semi ok, but I guess you know that. Don't know what we will ever do without you. Please come back and see us this Christmas, we will be decorating again, I have a lot more decorations for you and grandma and grandpa this year. Love you always moma
Hey baby, I can't believe that we are almost at the anniversary of loosing you. I miss you more today than possible. I love you and would give anything to hear your voice and see your sweet smile. Love you a whole bunch, Linda
"Happy Birthday" Hey baby happy birthday I miss you so much. I would give anything to have you back with me. Our life is not the same and will never be the same, you were the world to me and dad. I can't tell you how much we love you and I want you to know that we can't wait until we can be together again. love moma
I can't believe your birthday is coming up again, my precious baby would be 27. Oh how I would love to give you a big hug and wish you happy birthday and tell you how much I love you. I miss you so much, momma
Another holiday without you, I miss you soo much. I love you very much. momma
Well we made it, I didn't think we would. Dad has already gotten a tan, and I haven't gotten sand between my toes as of yet. I love you and miss you so very much. Please watch over us. love ya momma
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Missing my baby
I sit here at the hospital in Trinity with Mrs. Langston. She would of been the instructor that would of taught my baby nursing but instead she taught me. I know Cheyenne would of made a wonderful nurse, he cared about people. Tommorrow I fly for the first time to Alaska, I sure hope my baby is flying with me. How I miss and love him.
Moma
For Mother's Day 2014
I am wearing a pair of shoes. They are ugly shoes. Uncomfortable shoes. I hate my shoes. Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair. Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step. Yet, I continue to wear them. I get funny looks wearing these shoes. They are looks of sympathy. I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs. They never talk about my shoes. To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable. To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them. But, once you put them on, you can never take them off. I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes. There are many pairs in this world. Some woman are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them. Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much. Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt. No woman deserves to wear these shoes. Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman. These shoes have given me the strength to face anything. They have made me who I am. I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child
Graduation
Congratulations,
We are so proud of you. I've thought about you all year. We knew you could do it. I now it has been very hard but God knew the goal behind it all - Cheyenne. Cheyenne would be so proud of you. You know when Lyle decided to make an album of singing - remember Mike was behind it and it worked. It was all for Mike as in your nursing. I'm so proud of you. You know, I'm so sorry that we can't make it to your graduation but my heart will will be right there - remember that it will be bittersweet but remember who will be watching. Whitley is graduating college next weekend. I've cried more over that than I have in awhile. I'm so proud of her but Mike won't be here to see what a beautiful daughter he has but I know he's watching. Cheyenne is watching you too. Linda, life goes on but hang in there. You should be so proud of your accomplishment. Now, you can help others - relax and rest awhile. We love you very much Lyle& Susie
This means a lot to me, they have supported us during our loss and know what we have and still are going through. I love them and so did Cheyenne.