Happy 20th Birthday Christopher. I have missed you so much this year. I think this might have been the hardest for me. Chris your mom is really having a hard time, its about to kill her. She just can't get over it. Christian is doing great, he has a job at your favorite eating place, The Red Lobster in Perry. He has cut his hair and looks really good. He didn't go to college in Savannah this year will be going here for a year cause he didn't think he needed to leave his mom. They have become closer. I'm proud of that cause she needed his love. Big Mama is not doing to good. I hope you and Uncle Howard will be at the gate with open arms when she leaves this world. I read Joannas tribute to you it was so sweet. She really loved you. It would mean so much to your mother if you would visit her, she is grieving so over you. Well baby I just wanted you to know how much your loved and missed. You will always be Nannies angel. Please watch over your mom, Christian, Big Mama and me. Keep us safe. Love you Christopher.