Merry Christmas in heaven, Chris. I hope you are enjoying this special day with your grandparents, Uncle Bill, Aunt Carol, sister-in-law Leigh, your stepfather Glenwood, and your friend Patty. I love and miss you so much. I will always remember the past Christmases we spent together. I love you.

Happy birthday, Chris. I hope you had a good day. I miss you so much and wish you were here to celebrate your birthday. I have so many memories of past birthdays with you. Sending hugs up to you. I love you.

It has been 11 years since you left us. I still miss you so much. I will always remember the times we spent together. You were a wonderful son to me. I love you and will never forget you. Love, Mom. ❤️

Merry Christmas in heaven, Chris. I will always remember the Christmases we spent together. Do you remember the first guitar I gave you for Christmas? I remember how you taught yourself how to play it. You became really good at it. I remember you thanking me for getting you interested in music. I am sorry I never was able to teach you how to play the piano. Enjoy this day with your grandparents, your Uncle Bill, your Aunt Carol, and your friend Patty. Love you! ❤️

Happy heavenly birthday, Chris. I wish you were here to celebrate. You would have been 50 years old today. You will always be in my heart. Enjoy your special day. Love you! 

It has been 10 years since you have been gone. I will never forget our phone call and emails. I love and miss you so much. RIP, my son. Sending hugs and kisses up to heaven to you. Love you.

Merry Christmas in heaven, Chris. I remember giving you your first bass guitar for Christmas when you were a teenager. You played it every day. I would listen to you and was amazed at how talented you were. Sending hugs to heaven. Love you, Mom. ❤️

Happy heavenly birthday, Chris. I hope you are enjoying your special day in heaven. I remember the day you were born. I love you, my handsome son. Sending hugs to heaven. ❤️

It has been nine years since you have been gone. I think about you every day and miss you so much. I miss hearing your voice and your laugh. Looking forward to the day we will see each other again. I love you. ❤️

Happy heavenly birthday, Chris. How I wish you were here to celebrate it. Enjoy your day with your grandparents, your dad, your Aunt Carol, your Uncle Bill, your sister-in-law Leigh, and your friend Patty. Sending hugs and kisses to heaven. I love and miss you so much. Love, Mom ❤️

Happy 8th angelversary, Chris. I wish you were still here. I miss hearing your voice and your laugh. I love and miss you so much. Love, Mom. ❤️

Happy heavenly birthday, Chris. How I miss sharing them with you. I have so many memories of your past birthdays. I hold you forever in my heart and will never forget you. Love and miss you. 

Today you have been gone for 7 years. Each year it doesn't get any easier as I still miss you so much. How I wish I could talk to you again. I know some day we will be together again. I love you and will keep your forever in my heart.

Happy heavenly birthday, Chris! I bet you are celebrating it with your grandparents, your Aunt Carol, your sister-in-law Leigh, and your friend Patty. I wish you were here to celebrate it. I miss our phone calls and emails. I also miss hearing your voice and you telling me you loved me. I love and miss you. "Rest High on That Mountain!"

Today it has been 6 years since Chris has been gone. I still miss him so much. How I long to hear him say, "Love you, Mom." Chris, you gave me such joy, and I looked forward to your phone calls. I hope you are at peace and know you are no longer in pain. Your brothers miss you, too. Love you! <3

Happy heavenly birthday, Chris.  Your dad is now celebrating it with you. I miss hearing you tell me you love me. I wish you were here. Love you!  ❤

Happy Thanksgiving in heaven, Chris. How I wish you were here to help celebrate it.  I miss sitting down with all of you. I know your brothers miss you also. Love you!

Five years ago God called another angel home. That angel was my son Chris Swan. Tears still come to my eyes when I remember the phone call from a detective telling me my son had died. I long for the phone calls Chris and I had. I miss hearing his voice. Although I still listen to his voice messages, it isn't the same. He had a wonderful sense of humor, and he always tried to cheer me up. 

Chris, you will never be forgotten. You are forever in my heart. I know you are no longer in pain and are playing your guitar. You are having a wonderful time with Grandpa and Grandma Fleming, Ruth, and Patty. Some day i will hold you in my arms, and I will never let you go. I will always love you. RIP, my son.

Hi, Chris. I have thought about you so many times. So many memories keep coming back. We had some good times, although there were some bad ones also. I remember when we used to go on the rims to look down at the Billings fair and watch the rides. We also used to enjoy looking at the Christmas lights on Christmas Eve at the houses that were decorated. You were a mentor to your younger brothers. I miss hearing your brothers and you laughing in your room. I will never forget you. The last time I spoke to you was on June 14, 2012, the day before my birthday. I will always remember that call. I miss you so much and wish you were here. Love you, Chris. Love, Mom

Chris, I miss you so much. It is really hard for me to celebrate Christmas this year. I know you have been gone for four years, but it seems like yesterday. I will never forget you. I keep remembering the Christmases we had when your brothers and you were young. I still hear all of you around the Christmas tree early in the morning checking out the gifts. How I wish I could go back to those days. I love you, Chris. Merry Christmas in heaven!

Hi, Chris! 

Happy birthday in heaven. I wish you were here to celebrate it. I will never forget the phone calls and emails we had, and I will always treasure hearing you tell me you loved me. I love you, too. You are in my thoughts every day. Whenever I see a feather, a rainbow, or a sunset and sunrise, I think of you. Patty had told me how both of you liked to sit outside and watch the sunsets. They are so beautiful. I hope Patty and you are enjoying each other again. I know you aren't suffering any more, but I still want you back. I look forward to seeing you again. Love, Mom

Four years ago I lost my oldest son Chris. It has not been an easy journey, but I have clung to my faith. Chris, I still miss you so. How I wish I could hear your voice again. I will never forget you. You are forever in my heart. Love you!

I miss you so much, Chris. Four years ago today I spoke to you for the last time. If only I had known that I would never hear your voice again. I listen to your voice messages, but they aren't the same. I love you!

Merry Christmas in heaven, Chris. How I wish you were here. I have so many memories of Christmases we had together. Love you! 

Chris, I miss you so much. How I wish I could hear your voice and your laugh. You brightened my days when I spoke to you. You will never be forgotten. I hope you have a Merry Christmas in heaven. I look forward to the day when I will see you again. I will never let you go. Love you!

Happy birthday in heaven on Saturday.  I wish you were here to celebrate it. I love and miss you so much. Love, Mom.

Today you have been gone for three years. I will never forget that day. I love and miss you, Chris. How I wish you were back here, but I look forward to the day when I will see you again.

Happy Easter in heaven, my son. I love and miss you. Love, Mom

I still think of you each day, Chris. How I hearing your voice. Love you. Mom. <3

You are always in my thoughts. Not a day goes by that I don't miss you. Love you, Chris. Love, Mom

Merry Christmas in heaven, Chris. I miss you so much. Wish I could hear your voice again. Love you. Mom

I want to wish you a heavenly happy birthday on November 28, Chris! I love and miss you! Love, Mom

Happy heavenly birthday on November 28. I wish you were still here and miss you so much. I miss hearing your voice. I am thankful we had a year to get reacquainted with each other before you left this earth. I love you. Love, Mom

I will never forget you, Chris. You will be forever in my heart. I cherish all the emails and phone calls we had with each other. I love you! <3