I thought about writing something on here and what that something would be before today, and much like this time last year, the writer is at a loss for words. I guess part of it is today isn't one of the times I've missed you most. That's not meant to seem insensitive by any means, but you always taught us to look on the bright side of everything. So it's then, in my brightest moments, I have the most to say to you. When I got my first writing job. When we were exploring Costa Rica. When it was time for Wilson's wedding. When I have a great night on the ice. When I learn a new guitar song. When mike and I go on an adventure discover a new place you would love. When koda does something ridiculous. Those are the times I miss you most. Because those are the times we would talk and laugh. When you would make funny comments on Facebook. When you would use that silly Yao Ming Mona Lisa rage face in our texts.
That's when I have something to write, although, I suppose by talking about those times, I've found exactly what to say here. You always did have a way of helping me figure things out on my own long before I realized what was happening.
I know you already know this but we are all doing fine down here. Missing you, of course, every minute of every day, but we are also living the lessons that you instilled in us. I vowed at New Years last year to be making big moves in honor of you, and I think I did a pretty good job of delivering on that promise and I'll do everything in my power to make sure you have a good show to watch this coming year too. Here's to hoping the beer and cider (although not the "rather dry" stuff) is flowing freely up there, I'm sure you're partying with grandma and aunt Judy, among others. We miss ya tons, but also know you're up there looking out for us every time we see a "Ray of freaking sunshine." Love you forever-
Your favorite oldest brat,
Christie