Mom
November 21, 2019
by Paige Orozco
I miss you dearly. As the holidays are coming up I can’t help but with you were here with us even more. You are in a much better place now and you are pain free which is exactly what you deserve. You suffered for a long time. You lived for Morgan and I. The other night I had a dream and you were there in it. When I woke up I couldn’t wait to call you and than I realized I forgot your gone. Work has been hard. It’s hard to get myself up in the mornings because all my body wants to do is just rest. Adjusting to this change is something that I don’t even know how to explain. Going though the holidays without you just won’t be the same. I’m grateful for all the time I got to spend with you but when I think of all the milestones you won’t be next to me for kills me inside. I’ve been doing my best and venting whenever I need too I just really miss you. Some days are easier than others. Sometimes I can’t stop crying and others I’m doing just okay but I promise I’m trying my best.It took me sometime to be able to write on here but I love and I miss you mom. More than anything. I pray to you everyday, for a better day and for you to watch over me as I go through life. From the bottom of my heart I love you.