I can't believe here in a few hours you will be gone 5 years. Debby I love and miss you so much. I never in my life ever thought I would ever be this lonely and feel this alone in the world for this long. I dream of you almost every night and most of the time you and I have so much fun together that I don't want to wake up. I wasn't even sure if I would make it to the 5 anniversary of your passing, most don't. I felt the count down begin the moment you left us and I wonder how much time I have and how long I will have to be here with out you. I am trying so hard deb I really, really am. I am trying so hard for Brandon but I still just don't know if I can do this. I just feel so alone in this world with out you. I stopped and left you flowers today to say I'm sorry that your gone and I am still here, it would have been easier if it was you bringing flowers to me I know you would have handled this so much better than me. I just really, really miss you sis.
Love you always your
LiL SiS.