May 6
Hey sis, it's been awhile since I've left you a message. It's now 11years since you've gone, and I was sure I wouldn't still be here. Last year I almost died in front of Brandon. I was so scared. I ended up having an ablation on my heart and it didn't work long now I'm in afib and need another surgery on my heart. I've lost over 25 pounds since the end of Feb. I'm determined to have this surgery so I can get off all these meds. I found that friend I told you about I hadn't seen in about 25 years. He's not the same and it broke my heart I wish I could talk to you about it, you would know just what to say to stop me from being so depressed about it. U would be the only one that would understand. I miss you so much sis , I love and miss you!