TO MY DEARLY MISSED BABY GIRL, DEBORAH DAWN DEVINE, TODAY YOU HAVE BEEN GONE FROM MY LIFE FOR 8 VERY VERY LONG YEARS. THE PAIN OF LOOSING YOU IS AS FRESH TODAY AS IT WAS 8 YEARS AGO, AND THE TEARS STILL FLOW FROM MY EYES.. I AM ALL ALONE NOW, DADDY IS WITH YOU, AND YOUR SISTER IS LOST TO ME FOREVER. WHY AM I STILL HERE ON THIS MISSERABLE EARTH, ALL ALONE AND MISING YOU SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS.. YOUR BEAUTIFULL NEICES, ANGEL AND BECKY ARE ALL GROWN UP AND LIVING THEIR OWN LIVES, AND EVEN THOUGH I KNOW IF I REACHED OUT TO ONE OR BOTH THEY WOULD DO EVERYTHING THEY COULD TO BE HERE FOR ME, BUT THEY HAVE THEIR LIVES AHEAD OF THEM AND A RIGHT TO LIVE THEM WITHOUT WORRYING ABOUT A SILLY OLD NAN. I MISS YOU AND DADDY SO MUCH ND I WISH I KNEW THE ANSWER TO WHY YOU BOTH HAD TO LEAVE ME ALL ALONE. I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER MY LITTLE ONE, ALWAYS WILL. I WISH I COULD BE WITH YOU.
IF TEARS COULD BUILD A STAIRWAY
AND MEMORIES A LANE,
I'DE WALK RIGHT UP TO HEAVEN
AND BRING YOU BACK AGAIN.
LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY VERY MUCH, MOM