I miss Devin more than he could’ve imagined I think. Reread his obituary today and one thing that rings so strong and true is how smart and creative he was. He could’ve done so many things with his life. If only he had given himself that chance.
As far as life was concerned, he found it somewhat pointless. He just didn’t see any reason to endure it. I can tell you as someone who cared for this amazing young man that that realization can be a rather stark and painful revelation. That there was nobody on this entire planet that was enough to keep him here... it leaves me feeling terribly sad and inadequate.
Still, I am happy to have known him. To have shared what parts of his life he allowed me to. I will always miss him. Loved you, Devin.