Missing you so much mom,you were an angel on earth...now an angelic being of Gods creation..." with God all things are possible" your life here was the greatest miracle I have witnessed.i so believe in miracles because of the ones god gave u.i have such hope and I don't no why or how because I've only seen miracles in your life.i see so many hopes become Disappointments and ppl think I'm living in a fantasy world when I say to believe in miracles.i don't no how I keep holding on to far fetched hopes. Maybe we only get to see one miracle in our life if thats the case im glad i saw it in u cz no one deserves it more then u and i know what i saw,heard and felt and i will never forget it. And I will never stop hoping for more miracles for everyone.this is a miserable world of bitterness,selfish,greedy,unappreciative ,careless ppl but u suffered. More then anyone I know yet endured it and left this world with heavens glow about u ,a happy heart and soul,fell asleep and woke up in heaven.thats a blessing and miracle.the lord in his mercy and faith stayed with u all the way threw this life u lived in pain,all the way home to the sight of him unto the face of love ,to live in gods glory and joy forevermore.u deserve the peace your in someday well be together again ..until then I hope your spirit is with me to help guide me right.ive got your love in my heart as fuel to get me to the light.. I love u so much more then I ever let u no.so much I'm so very sorry for,but you're in a place of all goodness,forgiveness ,peace and joy,I know your loving soul forgives me and the minds in heaven cannot think bad thoughts.therefore my mistakes on earth are forgiven.ive made many mistakes but my love for you mom far outweighs the mistakes I've made.mistakes can be forgiven and forgotten,they cease to exist ir matter once forgiven,but love...true love lives forever... We are sent to find love to bring back home above all along within wings of the holy dove... The stairway to heaven is in our heart, the lord shows the way from the very start,when loved ones die there wings can fly ,then for awhile we sit and cry,they look from heaven and wonder why,they know well meet up again beyond the sky...i love u mom..love is the goodness we find in life and we bring it home to god.for when we find love we have found god and its an ever living fortune for the greatest of all is love..god is love! Thank you mom for being the willing vessel to share gods love with me and many others..thank u god for the most wonderful mom I could have ever hoped for Edna Jeanne orear.God bless her.rip mom we will be together again. Heavens gain my pain but god will bring me out of the rain and will be together again... I love u mom always & forever yours nancy