It's been 22 days 6 hrs and 45 minutes since you left me.. And everyday is a struggle for me.. I still think in my mind that if the doctors would have done something the 1st week we were there and not put u through all the dialysis you would still be here with us.. I will find out and get to the bottom of it... It breaks my heart that I wasn't able to hold your hand before you left.. But dad I swear it killed me seeing you like that.. I hope that when god took you dad that you knew exactly how much you mean to me and how much I love you... X-mas is coming and we've got a lot of grand babies and great grand babies and I will make sure that we get each and everyone of them get something special from you.. I love you dad

Goodnight dad.. I was thinking about you like I do every minute of every day .. I wanted to tell u that we each decorated a x-mas tree at work... I did mine in white doves with gold and purple bulbs and I put a special redy red bird on there bc I know how much you loved the birds... And it was beautiful dad.. Valerie had a contest today and mine and your tree won.. It was the perfect tree in memory of the most important person in my life....goodnight dad I love and miss you so much

GO WILDCATS !!!!!...... They won 92-44 over the Arlington mavericks....now 6/0 undefeated... The best season yet... You are their biggest cheerleader...I love you dad

There is not a minute that goes by that I don not think of you dad... I miss you more than words can ever say... I love to pieces dad and can't wait to see you again.

I'm getting ready to go to bed dad and I always called to check on you and tell you that I love you.. It's been really hard but it makes me feel better writing u everyday. Uk won lastnight 86-28 against Montana state bobcats... They are now 5-0... They are having a great season so far.. I know you've been watching n cheering them on. I never was into basketball but you loved uk. I wish I was able to watch the game with you but I will watch them bc I know your with me when I do.. Goodnight daddy and I love and miss you dearly.

I can't get you off my mind dad. Sitting here thinking about how I wish u was here with me. I know u wasn't ready to leave. God had plans for you that I will never know until my day comes. I'll never ever forget you and never quit thinking about you and how much you meant to me. I just hope and pray that u can still see me and are with me throught my life . I miss you so much dad

Goodmorning dad..I miss you more n more every minute of the day....I love you more than you know

Me and Jim, tonia and Johnny are getting ready to go to your house. We are going to spend the evening with mom and maybe have dinner. I know you would like for us to get together and do this dad. But I'm getting anxiety about being there for a long period of time without you there. I go there everyday after work just like I always have but I don't stay nearly as long as I use to or as I should dad. I know I shouldn't but I feel guilty doing anything at all without you. I can't even tell you how much I miss you dad. I would give my heart and soul just to be able to see you and hear your voice one more time. You were always the first person I spoke to in the morning and the last person that I spoke to before bed at night.. And now I just feel empty. I know your not suppose to question why god does things.. But I have so many for him right now. I love you dad and miss you more everyday

Hey dad I'm sitting here thinking about you and missing you. I been on Internet looking up stuff and I fd granny Rose's obituary and it tells everything like when her n papaw homer got married on July 7, 1940... And how she belonged to the little nancy church... Remember when we wld sit and google everybody and we fd out so much stuff... In her obituary you n uncle bill wrote... "Mother you and dad are now together and waiting on u 3 boys to meet up with them...well dad I hope ur up there with all of them . I'm looking up when u joined the army and fd a few things.. I fd ur mugshot when u hot the DUI lol.. I'm sure granny rose is kicking ur butt for that one...I know I will be with you soon dad but right now I'm completely lost without you.. A complete hole that nothing or anyone can fill the way you did dad... You were there for me through everything in my life..even when I was wrong you still took up for me...and that's exactly wy u were and always will be the best dad any girl can ask for....I miss you so much

Hey dad it's me... I've talked to you but I haven't been able to write you bc my Internet has been messed up.. I've had a bad day today... I miss you really bad dad... I had a flat tire at 530 this morning and I always called u no matter what time and u stayed on the phone with me until someone came just to make sure I was ok.. I'm trying to stay strong but it's getting worse... I know u didn't want to leave me dad and u fought so so hard.. I know ur feeling better now and not in pain.. But I think I'm selfish bc I wish u wld have stayed with me.. I keep in my mind and in my heart that I will be with you again . Mike for sure got the job at marathon he starts the 8th.. We know u helped him get that from above.. You took care of all of us and I know u still are dad.. I love you more than anything in this world dad

Love you now and forever dad.Holly had jonah to doctor today he weighed 10 pounds. She is doing alot better i know you worried about her.Wish you were here there just was'nt enough time together .Kentucky won last night i can see you and uncle bill and homer cheering for them.Miss you every day daddy

Dad was sitting here thinking of you.Took the babies to see santa at the mall had there pictures made.Not a moment go's by that i'm not thinking about you.I'll cherish the time that i had with you.Yesterday seem strange not going to see you.Wish god had'nt taken you so soon but he has bigger plans for you in heaven .It not been easy the last 2 weeks and i really miss you .Love you dad more than you'll ever know.It was the hardest thing in my life watching you in so much pain but your pain free now.Had fried chicken for breakfast this morning and thought of red skelton chicken and beer night that i told at school.Love You Dad always and forever

Hey dad I finally finished the turkeys today at work. I just left your house and mom was doing ok. Joshua is getting ready to go home. He misses you just like everyone of us do dad. He says your in the sky and he can't reach you. I thought that was cute. I sure miss you too dad. I might not be able to physically touch you but I do give u a kiss everyday dad. I miss our father/daughter talks that we had all the time. I wanted to tell you , do u remember when ky played n u Couldn't find it on tv at the hospital and I told u they lost.. Well I think I told u wrong dad.. They won 85-45 against gcu.. And they won again yesterday 71-52 against the bulls... So now they r 2-0... They play tonight too... I'm going to watch on tv.....I know ur watching also but in the best seat there is dad....I'll talk to u tomorrow ...I'm trying to stay strong n not go insane bc I know u wouldn't want that for me....but dad I sure do miss my daddy a bunch...I love you dad

Hey dad I just wanted to talk for little bit.. Me n tonia just got done cleaning house for Valerie and she paid us 75$.. Not too bad huh..then I'm cooking her turkeys tomorrow and she gave me 100$ for that.. Not too bad in one day..I know how much u were looking forward to everyone being together on thanksgiving and we will be. But I will tell u I'm going to attempt to make ur famous oyster dressing by myself dad. So please watch over me n help me. Dad there is not even one minute that goes by that I don't think about you. I miss you awfully bad. But I wanted to let u know thank you for letting me take care of you. I wanted to and wld not have changed it for anything . And wish u were still here with me. I love you dad and miss you more everyday ...

Morning dad..it's me again..I can't stop thinking about you..I made it to work on time..sometimes I catch myself waiting on ur call to wake me up. I miss you so much dad and this is the hardest thing I've been through in my life. I miss my best friend the only one I told everything to . I know ur in a better place but I still want u bk here with me. I'm going to write u everyday just to let u know what's going on in my life . I know ur going to come and visit me when the time is right but I sure wish u wld hurry dad. I know in my heart that u wasn't ready to leave me but I also know that god only takes the best... And this time it happened to be my daddy... I love you and miss you dad

Good morning dad.. I'm here at work and was thinking about you ..I miss you dad and just wish I could see you again.. I bought some books yesterday about how to deal with this kind of stuff.. I hope they work dad bc I miss you so much..I love you dad!!!

Dad had a minute and was thinking about you. Really missing you but i know you're not in all that pain .Hope you're there with your brothers,mama,papaw walking on good legs on that street of gold.You'll live on threw us and will never be forgotten. It breaks my heart that your not here with us to see all these new babies grow up. But they will know about there papaw. Love and Miss You Daddy

It's me again dad. I just wanted to talk to you for little bit ...I just left moms and she's doing ok. Mike is staying with her but its just not the same there without you. I pray to god every night that your doing ok and that ur not in pain.. And I also pray that u finally got your leg that we both wanted so bad.. I'm sad that I don't get to see u walk again dad.. I want u to come and visit me anytime or even all the time whether its in my dreams or at night or just through anything .. Just to let me know that your ok and doing well bc it would really make me feel better dad...I love and miss you dad

Daddy it's been a week today that you left this earth. You was the strongest person i know. I,am glad you dont have to be in anymore pain . I,am proud to be called your daugther yesterday i had you on my mind all day. Went for a ride to daniels fork and thought of you and all the memories and the good times there. Sure do miss you daddy

I been thinking about you today dad..just as I have been the last week...I miss you so much..I miss your calls every 10 minutes lol..I miss your voice ...they say it gets easier..but I can honestly say that is far from the truth dad ...I just feel like there is so much more I wanted to say to you..I really hope that u can hear me when I say that you were always there for me good and the bad...and you were and always will be the greatest dad of them all...you were my best friend..I love and miss you bunches dad!!!

I woke up this morning and picked up my phone to see if you'd called..and then it hit me ...it wasn't a dream at all...so I listened to the voicemails that you've left on my phone for about an hour....I miss you so so much dad...I hope you know just how much I love you

I will never forget you dad...I spent everyday of my life with you ...and I will continue to do the same but with you watching over me