Happy 46th Birthday! I remember I was older than you Lol. Have you seen my Dad up there? He’s a newbie so show him around and look out for him until I can get there. When I do, we will celebrate and do whatever you want on your day! Today is a good day. I miss you more today than other days and ILY2

Uncle! Happy Birthday!! Can you believe I have a little girl, Kingsley?! I still can’t. A super healthy, active, boisterous, little Nightmare Before Christmas. Oh how I wish you could be here, but, I guess I know you’re here… watching over us, probably laughing too. This little girl is a hoot. Though, I am really sad we can’t celebrate together, I’m happy knowing we all have an angel looking over us. Cheers to your love and life .

Brotherrrrr! IT'S A GIRL! Kayla is having a little girl and her name will be Kingsley! How about that. We are all very excited and overjoyed. We had her baby shower/ gender reveal on Sunday 10/08. Everyone was there and we know you and dad were there in spirit. She was very emotional.
I think so sister2 wants to bee called "Mimi" or maybe something else, I don't know yet.
Mom is going to be called "Gigi" cuz she's going to be a great granny. That's what she says now but it could change.
The boys will be "Uncle" of course.
And Freddy will be "Uncle Freddy" or maybe
"Tio" or maybe he wants to be baked something else, i don't know either. And I will be "Titi thee Great!" Cuz I am grrrrreat!
You would be so happy and I know you would've been #1.
This baby will be loved and spoiled by everyone. I know it. And we will make sure to let her know about her uncle Juny and her great grandpa. Who will be watching over her always.
Oh and she's got alot of Chicago Bears outfits. 
I just thought I'd let you know the big news. But somehow I think you and dad already knew.
I miss and love you very much.
♥️Sistet1 aka Titi thee Great!

Whew..it’s a good thing you didn’t watch that game! Can’t you use your powers or something and get them a win?? My sister asked me why I was carrying you around and I said so you can watch the game! And then me, her, and Jason started telling Juny stories and we laughed and laughed! Your mom called me on my bday, I need to call her. I used to hate yesterday but it’s slowly turning into a good day reminiscing and laughing. I read your sisters stories and I know how busy you are right now looking over everyone so I understand if you can’t watch over me right now. I’ll wait for you. ILY2 Juny.

14 years have passed and not a day goes by that I don't think of you and wishing you were here with us. I had a good cry this morning that seemed like forever. The amount of tears I've cried are nothing compared to the emptiness I feel inside. But then I remembered how much you hated to see us sad. So I composed myself and got dressed and thanked God.
Mom came over yesterday and we went out to eat. She went to church this morning and went straight home because she had to feed the cats. So today me and Freddy stayed home and I cooked. Kayla and Leland came over and ate with us. You know she's eating for 2 now. And let me tell you she eats. You would be proud of the kids and at the same time stressed. Lord have mercy.
So much has happened and I wish you were here to experience every moment. Freddy graduated, he is in charge of 2 clinics, im in charge of the grooming salon and we got a brand new truck. But I guess you know that already.
Aaay Juny...I surely do miss you terribly. I'm just sitting here trying to watch the football game but all that's on my mind is you. My mind is full of mixed emotions. I'm sad, I'm angry, I'm hurt, but then I get a big smile thinking of the best brother you were to me and sister. Your smile and laughter and your big bear hugs. You were my grizzles.
It's just not fair. As sister said "Stay Gold, Pony Boy."
Give daddy a big bear hug.
I miss you.
I love you.
I'll see you in my dreams.
♥️ Sister1

14 years has passed and there’s never a moment or day that I don’t think about you brother… We’re all doing ok. Thank the LORD! I am another year older (crazy especially because as I get older, I will never get to grow old with you by my side, brother). As I think about you, it makes me sad for a moment, because I’ll always see you in my mind as you were at 31 years old. But anyway. Can't do anything to change my realty. There will be many changes here in a couple of months. Kayla is 30 years old and she’s finally having a BABYYYYY!!! I'm still in shock, but I'm excited to see and meet this new family member of ours. Arianna is 23. Kalel is 21, Cardo is 18, and Giomar is 13 (this boy is so smart, but he's such a lil' butt wad at the same time. HAHA!) You’d be one stressed out uncle with the girls and their shenanigans and then You would be one tired uncle with these boys!!! They are all some characters. Very dramatic like Sister1. SMH. Ricardo stays on them as much as he can. Convo's and Lectures. These nephews of yours know the deal. For your nieces, we tread lightly. Haha. I didn’t get to go down to San Antonio this weekend because your nephews worked. But I’m cooking some food today. It will be Yummy to our tummies. I look at your pictures on my fridge daily and I smile every time I look at them. I love you and miss you so much. I wish I still had you here. That’s the only thing that tears me up inside. Is not having my brother here with me. But I know you’re up in heaven with Dad, and the rest of the family. There’s no better place to be. I know this. Oh and don’t worry. Our home is still a Bears home. Win or lose. Bear Down!!!! ILY Brother. My forever Grizzly Bear. Bear Hugs from Sister2… Stay Gold Pony Boy!!! I’ll never forget you. See you in my dreams. 

Miss you just as much today and I did 14 years ago. Until I see you again my friend. ❤️

It was windy today and I thought “it’s Juny reminding me that it’s his birthday”. And then it rained and I thought “it’s Juny saying thank you for all of the love he felt today”. I know you had a celebration up there with your Dad and Sake and all your family that’s with you. I can’t wait to celebrate with you. Until then I will keep this page open and listen to the music…

Happy 45th Birthday in HEAVEN, Brother. Our memories will always be remembered. You were the best little brother ever. Wonder who you'd be in your 40's, what your life decisions would have been or how different life may have been the older you got... You were to perfect for this world so God gave you wings. Keep on dancing with the angels in heaven, brother. Today we celebrate what would have been your 45th Birthday here on earth, but instead I'll listen to music you liked and look up to the sky, take a deep breath, close my eyes, and exhale feeling your presence around me. HOY ES UN DIA DE FIESTA EN EL CIELO! Sentimiento, Toritoooo!!!
STAY GOLD!!! ILY, Brother.
---> I think so I will eat some piñab, later. Just for you. HAHA! Oh, and I have a cupcake here on my desk! 
~ BIG BEAR HUGS, My forever, Grizzles... Sister#2

Uncle,

Happy Birthday in heaven! I, we, miss you so much. If you were here, you know I’d do whatever to make you feel loved and appreciated on your special day. Even if it’s just some quality time or getting some good grub! To think of all the shenanigans I’ve gotten into, that I know you’re already aware of… ha. If I’m laughing, I know you’re laughing.

Sometimes I randomly think of you and just cry. Happy and sad tears. I wish that I could talk to you outside of my prayers or random, “Kayla’s talking to herself” moments. I know that you’d be open for real conversations and guidance without judgement. You’ve never judged me, even when everyone else did. I could only imagine and dream about that adult relationship we could’ve shared in this reality. It’s a blessing to know, I know you watch over me from above, with grandpa. You know my secrets and even the new one(s) ;-) . It truly makes me chuckle, I am so lucky to have you as an uncle.

Enough about me. Today is your day. Not a sad day, a joyous one. Be on the lookout for a balloon from your one and only favorite niece. Give grandpa a hug and kiss for me. You know I’ll talk to you soon. I always talk to you lol. Cheers to your love and light that will always be remembered and adored. <3 Love, Kayla.

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN JUNY!!
Ummm I think so it's somebody's birthday today!
It's 5am and I have been up for awhile now. I'm off today and so is Freddy. I think so sister has to woik. Booo! Mom's probably up or she hasn't gone to bed. I spoke with her greatest and she already told me what time you were born, she also told me dad's work schedule that day and Titi Niza took care of me and Olgi while dad was on his way to the hospital and that you actually were born on a Tuesday, just like today, what a coinkadink! That's yo momma! My emotions have been all over the place lately. I don't know. I usually try to be the strong one for everyone but I don't know. I struggle sometimes. I cry but then that turns into laughter.
I know I know "quit crying Veri." You hated to see us cry. It's just not fair. I wonder who you'd be today? What cologne would you be wearing or what you would think of the latest fashion trends of today or even the hairstyles your nephews are rockin. Or even the music. Somehow I think you would embrace it all. 
Today we will probably go have breakfast and I'm getting you some cake and a balloon. So be expecting it soon. I miss you and I love you so much forever and ever. I hope to see you in my dreams when you visit me. Give daddy a big hug and kiss from me. Until then....
Stay Gold.
Love, Sister1

Brother... it's been 13 years since you've been gone. Crazy. I know. Sometimes it's hard for me to believe you're REALLY REALLY not here. I went to San Antonio this past weekend to be with mom and sister. I told mom & sister what you told me in the dream. "It's time to eat!" And that's what we did as a family. We went and ATE at 54 Street. I had never been there. It was good. Me & sister saw Farrah @ the Circle K on FM78. Brother, when she hugged me, I lost it & broke down. It felt like I was having an anxiety attack. I don't know what happened. I still cry over you. I thought I was ok. I tried to control my emotions. But I guess I had a moment to where I couldn't control my feelings inside, and your sister lost it for a little moment. I was being a cry baby like you use to be when you were little. (I'm laughing in my head as I sing the Crybaby Juny song to myself). I'm ok now, don't worry about me. Just watch over me like you have been. Sister takes care of me. Like she has been since you been gone. ON A GOOD NOTE ---> DaBEARS WON! I miss you so much. Say Hi to dad for me and tell him to show me his teeth when he smiles for me. I wish I could Hug you both. ILY Sister2

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN BROTHER! Today I am at woik and my coworker and I ordered MEXICAN food. We got our lunch plates and we ordered some chips, queso and salsa on the side. We went BIG! Mom, Sister and Freddy went out to lunch in SA. They had Mexican. too. This morning I heard a cardinal sing so loud in the tree line behind the house. All I could do was smile and say "I hear you loud and clear, Brother." I hope you're dancing and smiling knowing you are never forgotten. I love you and miss you so much. Shine your light, Brother. Sending BEAR HUGS to you. ILY Sister2

Happy Birthday! I think so I will eat a potpie for your bday. The songs on here take me back to 14 years ago. I miss you...dance in heaven, make everyone laugh with you. Today is a celebration all for you!

Juny! I talked to your mom today, I accidentally woke her up this morning. Oops! I’m happy that you are keeping your family safe. We all think about you all the time but I’m sure you know that. This calendar day hasn’t been a good one for me for the last 12 years. I woke up at 4am and couldn’t go back to sleep, I was just replaying that day in my head. My ears miss your laugh. My eyes miss your smile. My heart misses you. We are all safe and we are all alive so continue to protect us and walk with us. ILY2 Juny.

On your 12 year Angelversary, Mom and Veri are out eating at Mamacitas and I'm here at WOIK!!!! Must be nice. Right?

I'm not ready for tomorrow... It's been a rough week for me. I pretend everything is normal, but my emotions and blood pressure gets the best of me and normally the BP is good. I've been all over the place on my Pandora stations brother. I can go from Un Rinconcito en el Cielo to some S.O.C. music. I'm sure you been watching from above. Sorry not sorry. I miss you, but I know you know this already. Don't get frustrated with me. ILY Sister#2

Happy Heavenly 43rd Birthday Brother... We celebrated yesterday at Sister's. She cooked. She made a pastelon with rice and beans. It was good. We also sang Happy Birthday and ate cupcakes. Hope you got the balloons we sent up to Heaven for you. We miss you so much, brother. I can't sing Happy Birthday to you without getting choked up. Happens every year since you've been gone. Remeber how much I ❤ you and cry for you. It's just not fair...

June bug!!! I can’t wait till the day that I can see you again and get a giant bear hug from you like the old days. Miss you very much and love you so very much. Til I see you again my friend. ❤️❤️

Hi Juny! ILY2!
Coworkers have already asked me what’s wrong today. Time does not heal everything. I can’t wait to finally see you and be with you again. I keep hearing about unsolved crimes getting solved. I still have hope. Kiss Sake for me and drink a beer with your dad!

Hi Brother. Just here at work thinking about you & wondering how you would be today being you would be 11 years older than from the last time I got to spend time with you back in 2009. That was the last time, too. It was Uncle Jr's funeral. We all went to eat at the Mexican restaurant afterwards. I'll never forget. Thank GOD I took pictures that day because those were the last pictures I had of you alive. I wonder if you'd look the same, or if you would have any salt/peppa hair? I know you'd still be stylin & profilin with the latest and the greatest, that's for sure! I know you. I'll be at Titi's house this weekend to celebrate your day. Will you be there with us in spirit? Hope to feel your presence. Remember how much I love you and miss you, STILL! Wish I could hug you again. I cried yesterday out of the blue as I was cooking. I know I need to control these crying spells, but you know I'm an emotional crybaby just like you... I'm gonna start to sing your crybaby song here at my desk that me and Veri would tease you with. HAHA! ILY Brother. Luv-Sister2 Wait4ME. SMILE BIG. STAY GOLD PONY BOY!

So today is 10 years since you were taken from us. And guess what? We're still waiting for JUSTICE. Can you see the look on my face, brother? You already know. I'm not complaining. Only because I know you're super good where you are now. Living the real life. I'm here at work trying to keep my mind off the FACTS. I miss you. Oh & I seen that they aired your crime stoppers in San Antonio on certain news channels. I guess it's cool. (shrugs shoulders) Wish we had JUSTICE. That would be way better. Anyway, at least the BEARS WON yesterday. That's always a plus and it makes me happy. Go Bears! I know I'm rambling. It's still hard knowing the reality. You're not here with us. My kids don't have Uncle. I don't have my brother... and this has been life for 10 years now. I miss you allot. One day, brother. One day. ILY. Say Hi to Dad for me. I know he's there with you. (sad face)

I couldn't sleep last night. Tossing and turning. And then i heard you call my name. It was so clear, not muffled and it wasn't a whisper either. You said "Veri!" You were right next to me Juny. I felt your presence and i woke up, i was wide awake, i quickly turned looking for you. I know it was you that called my name last night. I know you were there right by my side. I know it was real. Oh my God i was so happy you came to me. I know it was you Juny...

Tomorrow will mark your 10yr angelversary. I still can't believe that you're gone. There's nothing anybody can do or say that will bring you back. My heart will forever have a missing piece for you. You will not be forgotten that i can promise you.

I miss you.
I love you.
Veri

Brother. I know I am late on leaving you a lil sumping for your BIRTHDAY... But I want to let you know that I didn't forget and will never forget your BIRTHDAY! MARCH 28th is a day I will never forget. Let alone forget you. I worked on your Birthday. My emotions were a witto off that day. I wanted to cry one minute then I would be ok. I can only smile when I think about you. I feel so much sadness in my heart still. I can't believe you have been gone for 10 years. I wonder what you would have been like at the wopping age of 41! I wonder what you would have looked like at 41! Would you have a witto greys? What hair style would you have been rockin? I know you still would have been the most stylish brother with the latest and the greatest. Veri took mom out to eat to celebrate your day. They ate so much. Especially mother. We miss your presence so much. Keep watching over me and the kids. Along with mom and sister. I know you must have celebrated with all our loved ones up in heaven. Tell dad to smile for me... but he has to show me his teeth when he smiles! HAHA. My heart is at peace knowing you are in a place where everything is GOLDEN... Wait for me! I love you so much. Sending BIG BEAR HUGS to you from here on earth to you up in heaven with JC and all our family. ILY Always and fo'eva! SISTER2. AGAIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN...

It's been 9 years... and still no answers. No Justice. Nothing. Just like I've told mom & Veri. There's nothing that anyone can say or do that can ever bring you back. I have comfort in my heart knowing what I know based on what you've told me. So thank you. My heart may never be the same but just knowing where you are and how happy you are is the best feeling. Stay Gold. ILY & Miss you more than words. Today I'll have my moment and remember my only brother. The best brother ever.

Hi brother...I think so it's somebody's boithday todaaaay! I wonder who?? HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY JUNY! THE BIG 4-0!!
I'm sitting here in bed thinking about so many things? What could've been... what should've been... what would've been your big day. I'm really trying not to cry because I know you hated to see me or Olgi cry or stress, but it's really really hard. I didn't think it would be this hard for me because I try to be strong for mom and sister but not today. I'm really falling apart. I just pray and ask God to give me strength. Because today I choose to celebrate your life with lots of love and laughter. Say hi to daddy for me. Tell him I am really missing him. I hope your enjoying your day with everyone.
I'm missing you always and loving you forever.
❤sister1

Today would have been your 40th Birthday. I can't believe how time has gone. It sucks that you aren't with us. We won't ever get to see you get older. I always wonder what you'd look like now, 9 years later. I know you'd still look handsome and you'd still be the happy brother I always had. Today, me, mom and Veri talked about you on the phone. We laughed telling stories. Make a long story short, you and Veri had the BIGGEST BADDEST Birthday parties ever. Huge cakes and catering by Mami Celen. I, on another hand, not so much. That's what happens when you're the middle sister. I see. Can you see my face now? Not fair. It's ok, though.Seeing pics of of all of us makes things better and makes me happy! ILY and Miss you so much! Happy 40th Birthday In HEAVEN, Brother! CELEBRATE with Dad and all our LOVED ONES... JC is AMAZING! STAY GOLD!!! ~Sister2

Happy 40th Birthday, Juny! Crazy! It sure would've been fun. All smiles. I still think about you all the time, and miss you. I'll never forget about you, bro. With love, Roll Tide!

-Bama

Hi brother. I just wanted to say hi and to tell you how much I love and miss you. That's all. I could really use a BIG BEAR HUG right about now. I miss dad too. Can you tell him that I love him and that I miss him so much.... it's just so hard.
Love Sister1

Today is the day. The day when the impossible became my reality. The day when not just my life, but so many lives were permanently damaged, changed. The day that replays in my mind over and over and over....what I thought was a beginning to a happy life together became an end.
I miss you
I love you
~Karen

8 years ago today you were taken from us and at times it still feels unreal. It sucks because no matter what is ever said or done, you will never come back to us. I just miss you, brother. My kids were robbed of their Uncle! I'll never get to see you grow old. (sighs) Now dad's with you. Just like he wanted to be. Best friends back together again. Huh? One day it will be all of us again. ILYBrother. Thank God for all the pictures and memories. Shine down on us today... Let me know you're near.

I think so it's somebody's birthday today!
You'd already be dressed in your best clothes, hair fixed, jewelry and sunglasses on, taking your mom to breakfast, enjoying all the birthday wishes coming through on your phone, waiting for your friends to stop by and celebrate with you. Until I can be there with you, enjoy your birthday with Sake, your grandparents and your dad. Happy Birthday Juny!
ILY2

HAPPY HEAVENLY 39TH BROTHER... I HAVE MOM HERE WITH ME FOR THE WEEK. TODAY WE WENT AND GOT A VANILLA ICE CREAM CAKE SO WE CAN HAVE AS WE CELEBRATE YOUR SPECIAL DAY. WAIT ON MORE BALLOONS. I KNOW VERI SENT SOME UP THIS PAST SATURDAY, BUT I WASN'T THERE IN SA. I HAD MOM LAUGHING HARD THIS MORNING AS I SHOWED HER CHILDHOOD PICS OF US. SHE ALSO CRIED... BUT IT'S NORMAL, RIGHT? IT'S WHAT WE DO. CRY AND LAUGH OR LAUGH AND CRY... ILY BROTHER. LOVE SISTER2

7yrs and it still feels like the very first day...so fresh in my mind. I remember you today as i do everyday. I love and miss you Juny...it's been a long day, without you my friend, and I'll tell you all about it when i see you again...

So much has been hapening and i know you see it all. Daddy will be here soon enough. Sister is graduating school and i know she worries when she takes her tests but i now you are there with her every step of the way.Ricardo got a promotion and we are super excited as you already know. Kalel is playing football and he's so tall and handsome and he's doing great at his position. Giomar is a handfull and i KNOW you see all his shenanigans, he's too much, you would have your hands full with him. Kayla has grown up to be a fine young woman and has a great career in the justice system. I know she worries if she's making you proud. But I knpw she is and i know you are super proud of her. Mom is doing as best as she can she keeps us on our toes, she does too much but i know you see that as well...lol. That's your momma. Me and Freddy are doing good too..but i guess you already know all this about the family...
We love and miss you and today we will celebrate your life. Be on the lookout for the balloons...
WE LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH!

Just cuz I was thinking about you... I miss you, Juny!

Miss u Everyday big bro....i kno u watchin

Happy Birthday Uncle!! I still wish you were here celebrating with us but I know it's probably 10x better in heaven. I miss you, I love you and I will see you again some day..

I think so it's somebody's birthday today! Yep it's your birthday. You would have been 38. But to the family you will forever be 31. Oh Juny i miss you so much and i wish you were still here with us. We celebrated your bday and mom & dad were here together to celebate with me & Olgi. I know it's nothing compared to the celebration you are having with our Savior. Until we see each other again I will celebrate and honor you... ILYJUNY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNY!
Love Sister1

Happy 38th Birthday in Heaven, Juny! We celebrated your birthday at Sister's with mom and dad, and the kids. The ice cream cake was deelish as well as the food. No matter how many birthdays come and go, we'll always celebrate and remember you! I love and miss you tremendously. Love always, Sister2.

Happy Valentine's Day in Heaven, Brother! I miss you so much... I still get sad knowing you're not here with us. If only me, you n Veri can be together again. Sending my love and hugs to you. ILY4Eva!

Hi brother. Today marks 6years since you been gone. It's not easy. I just want you to know that I MISS YOU & I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER! I wish I could have one of yor big bear hugs right about now because I sure need it. :'(

You were the one who told me "I love you Kay..." when everybody else didn't want to talk to me.. I love you Uncle, I miss you and 6 years later still feels like "just yesterday." Gods Plan may seem unfair/ crazy at times but you are in a better place and that's what I know in my heart..

Brotherrrrr... I miss youuuuu!

Happy 37th Birthday in Heaven, brother. Today, we will celebrate You! It's a beautiful day today. It's nice, sunny & windy... We're going to go eat and remember you as we all knew you to be. Full of love, laughter, jokes & Fun! ILY4Eva!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNY! Today you would have turned 37, but to us you will forever be 31. How I wish you could be here with us. We love and miss you very much. I talked to dad awhile ago and he was a little bit sad. But he said he was going to be ok...Watch over him and mom. They miss you more than words...

Happy Birthday, Juny! We all miss you greatly.

HAPPY NEW YEAR BROTHER! Another year without you. Just know that I love and I miss you so much.... Love Sister1 XOXO

Hi brother! Just wanted to say hi and to let you know that I am missing you more than ever. I could really use one of your big Bear hugs right about now. It's almost "Pimas" time and I remember you used to get so excited because you wanted to open the gifts first thing in the morning, you couldn't wait you were like a little kid. With a big heart. I miss you so much...i know someday I will see your face again and smile and hug you and never let go... ILY Juny  ~Sister1

P.S...Sake turned 10years old on thursday and we celebrated and sang to her and she got a big treat! And can you give Ebby a big hug and kiss from me. I really miss her. I hope she's there by your side playing with you. That's all I wanted you to know. :)
WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER!

~Sister, Freddy, Sake, Chingwy, Bear & Tuna