I am so deeply sorry for your loss and the overwhelming pain you must be experiencing. Praying for you all each and every day.
"When you pass through the waters, I will be with you. When you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze. For I am the LORD your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior" -Isaiah 43:2-3