Dear Fizza my best friend. I missed you so much...

You were there when I wanted to dig a pond in my garden, you came with  the equipment and even started to dig before  me! You were there when I lost my dad at the end of December last year, to cheer me up you took me to the beautiful park and we walked there hand in hand, you.kept on encouraging me to carry on,  you were there sis...

You came with flowers, with smiles, with cheerfulness, with amazing energy, with care, with kindness, with empathy, with love.. MasyaAllaah...

Miss Fox I used to call you -because your love of nature , and it made you laugh :) I learnt a lot from you about plants and gardening,  amazed with how much you care for the allotment cat, how you built a home for hedgehogs in your plot, how you helped water the plants in our friend's plot, how you just easily climbed to the roof of the shed to fix it and how you just  easily climbed to a tree! You never got tired!  MasyaAllaah! 

You like to.give....you gave plump trees to your friends, you gave flowers, you knocked on my door and gave sweets to my young son,  you 'challenged' him to.embrace the snow in the allotment and make a massive snowman in your plot :) We were laughing and laughing! 

I have so many beautiful, touching, funny, meaningful memories with you. So many.  I remember our journey to Stretford mall, to Trafford Centre and mostly,  to some lovely parks. I love you and I don't want to say goodbye... However Allaah loves you more.... InsyaAllaah, He builds the most amazing garden for you there .. The most amazing garden for the most  kind and amazing friend I have ever met...

***** "Khairuunaas anfa'uhum linnaas (the best humans are those that are beneficial to others),"  Prophet Muhammad peace be upon him *****

Fizz when I first started out at Newmass you were the most welcoming person from next door. You used to come in to the shop with that skirt of yours rushing in asking if there was any diet cokes or Pepsi max. You always were the brightest person in the room when you came in the shop you made me belly laugh beyond belief. You always gave me advice when I was having one of those with my mental health days. I remember you would take two diet cokes and say you can have a quick chat with me and my dad so I can drink this tin and only go back with one so no one tells me off. You always had so much energy and good energy. I remember saying why don't you buy a crate of coke because you used to say I spend so much on diet coke here and you said it's just a lot of effort and I don't get to see you guys then. I'm so grateful you didn't buy a crate because the days when I saw you were the days I laughed more then usual. I remember when I told you I was leaving and the hug you gave me and how proud you were of me to be moving into my first official job where there was no support of my friends or family. Me and my dad were so grateful for you to come in and have our jokes that we did with you. 
My condolences to your family and You are going to be the brightest star in that sky and I hope you are no longer in pain. We will miss you fizz.
Love Kajal and Arun Aggarwal

Fizz (as I called her) and I worked closely regularly together and were also in contact outside of work. We were once walking in a Park and saw a humongous bumble bee on a Plant it was the size of a double-decker bus! As I drew back in fear I watched as Fizz did something I have never witnessed any human being do before in all my years of being on this earth...

As I stepped back, Fizz stepped forward toward the bee saying 'Awww I love bees, I love nature' she then ran her forefinger the whole length of the furry bumble bees back stroking it from the top right down to the tip and if that isn't enough it didn't even fly off it just stayed and let her stroke it! I wasn't quite sure who was enjoying it the most?

Fizz was nature itself I'll remember her in every beautiful flower, green walk, park and garden but most of all in every bumble bee I see... Oh and by the way... I'm not afraid of them anymore.... my beautiful sister and friend taught me that.
Miss you already.  Thank you for sharing your light.
Lorna

In the first lockdown winter I was on yet another traipse around the streets with my three year old, just passing the allotment gates. Fizza was there chatting to a friend and, even though we'd never met before, she invited us in and showed us to her plot to see her pond. My little boy was too shy to go near it while they were there so Fizza and her friend walked away and watched us smiling from a distance while we explored. To add to the magic, it started to snow. Fizza made us so welcome and really made our day.