This was my first Christmas without you,my world was torn apart... This was my first Christmas without you, and I have a broken heart,.. There were no lights in the windows,no wreath upon the door... No shimmering trimmed Christmas tree,and presents on the floor... I didn't send a single card, I had no special list... Only a heart full of sadness,for the loved one that I miss... This was my first Christmas without you,my world is torn apart... My first Christmas without you,now I have a broken heart... There will be other holidays,when you will not be here... So I will try to concentrate ,on wonders of yesteryear... I cherish all those Christmases,we shared throughout the years... I'll try my best,to let you rest,and smile between the tears... This was my first Christmas withou you,my world was torn apart... Perhaps with prayers ,of love and sweet memories,may help mend my broken heart... I'll Love You Always....... Ads.......

Christmas 2011'you did not feel too good, we had a good time at robins Christmas Eve and Christmas day,however you were so cold that's all you kept saying ,you were freezing,when you saw the photos of Christmas day ,you could not believe it was you sitting on the couch with an ear warmer hat on.and your winter jacket, we were all cracking up at what you looked like, when you saw the pictures, you said who is that? I said that's you.. You laughed and said you had no idea it looked so funny, I told you that's why we were always laughing when we looked at you,,, there were no laughs this year, but we did mention the hat deal from last year,, robin and I remiminessed Christmas Eve after every one left. We laughed, cried,and cried and cried, I did not go to bed until 3am.den was getting up to go to work, then Monet and I went to bed, of course robin still kept doing things, but I was exhausted,Christmas morning without you next to me was terrible.I don't even want to go there ......I made ravioli's and covadeals for New Years day. I made them last week ,thinking it was New Years.already. Karen wants to have it at her house so I guess thats where it will be, Jay And Kyle came home for Christmas,It was good to see them.. Our grandsons are the best.Jay goes backJan2 Kyle is here little longer, they love California, I think They will stay for good, but I feel bad for Karen lee.she lets on its ok but I know it worries her,,Ty and Eric are a credit to robin they get along so good I am so happy for her,and Dennis is a sweetheart, he took us to visit you today, and said ""hi chief,how you doing"" lyn and jay are fine, he is really a nice guy Fred I can tell he loves Lyn, if they are happy together that's all that matters to me,, life is too short ,,Jay gave me a beautiful little glas tea light holder in the shape of a cross , I will cherish it.that was so thoughtful of him..Monet loves the mere sight of Jay he held her almost all night, Like you usually did every Christmas Eve,,until tomorrow ,sleep in heavenly peace, you were so worned out,rest well and watch over all of us.sweet dreams ,i love you high as the ocean and as deep as the sky,that's eternal.....

It was a beautiful sunny day, we took our vacations together,we were going up to see Emerald Lake home sites?.what a trip, when we saw the mountains in the distance we were amazed,and a little scared because .we did not know what the mountain roads were like... We had Robin with us, I can't recall where Karen and Lyn were......we got off on Rt 940.. I'll never forget those directions.. We drove about 20 or 25 miles until we got to Lambs Rd ,we made a rt and drove a couple miles to Emerald lakes,, we were so impressed, it was beautiful.. Robin was so excited.. We spoke to a salesman ,he showed us all around,we loved everything we saw.... Especially the lake and the indoor heated pool, if we purchased a site we would have full access to all the enmities. robin was reall happy being there,and going all around and seeing all they had to offer,, what made us laugh was when we asked how far a store or restaurant or motel was ,he would tell us "" oh it's just five or ten minutes away.."""" Then when we left to find a motel to stay a few days. We drove for miles.never saw a store did see a restaurant ,,it took us over an hour to find a place to stay.we would laugh about his five minute drive to all these places.. It. Was a lovely vacation we had a lot of fun saw alot of beautiful sights went in alot of the country stores bought alot of Mt Pocono items. End of the day we were tired, went to dinner the to our room ,,and planning what to do the next day,, we had some beautiful memories of all our mountain vacations. Especially when all the kids went with us,,so many laughs.and so much fun..we were young ,happy and healthy it was a wonderful time in our life,that now I sit back and remminess....miss you so.....