Daddy , I wonder everyday what life would be if you were still here? I watch brave Joan cry at a drop of a hat , I see your Hat and Jacket hang in the dinning room like your coming home soon! I see so many of us morn your loss like it was yesterday ! but reality tells me its been almost 3yearss oh shit it has been 3 years, May 9th was 3 years we lost you. I've heard your ok with this all but I know we are not the same since! I want to talk to you about your brat ass grandkids , they are giving me some trouble , I want to see you laugh and say ,"Hun your getting what you deserve" and sympathize im raising Kim's kid but watch your eyes light up when you call her yours.. I laugh at the strict rules I put on my kids , cause that's how my dad did it! If I raise my 3kids to respect and love me like I do you , then im good ! rest in peace pop I love you so much !