Mom, you're on my mind heavy today. I can't quit crying. I don't know why this and times different from the rest but I really miss you so much. I'm lost without you. If I could do my whole life over again I wouldn't have made that appointment for you!!! I'd give anything to happen but I know you're in peace and happiness with God and Grandma and my daughter Sahara. And I know you finally get to be with your dad again which I know you wanted for a long time but that was kept from you. I know you're happy mom and I feel selfish. Selfish for wanting to hug you,kiss your,talk to you and have you back here. I'm sorry. I love you so much and miss you beyond anything I could ever imagine and express. Fly ️ high momma! ️️️❤️❤️❤️ We'll be together again.