I never realized how much I want and need you, there were so many things we didn’t get to do; the laughter, the cries, the no goodbyes.
And although I am happy for you, that there is no more sorrow or pain, I missed you so much and grieve almost every day. I miss your smile, even on the bad days.
I know you did not want to leave us alone, but I guess God wanted you back home. You loved us so much, you held on as much as you could. Then you left and went with God.
I wish I had just one more day, one more walk, one more smile, one more "you'll have that" But most of all I wish you hadn’t had to die…
You could be here with me now, talking, laughing, crying with me,
Sharing everything life throws our way, Enjoying each other.
I wish I could hold your hand one more time, I miss that most of all, being able to hold your hand; no matter what happens in the world outside you were a haven, knowing that you would be there whenever I came home. Whatever happens I had you there to hug and hold hands with. Now what am I going to do without you there.
You are loved so very, very much and always will be.