Hi Mom ,,,

I,m going to be leaving you some of the songs i use to play to you from my computer over the phone .

I remember i would play songs you loved for about 1 hour in the evening then you would say i,m tired and going to bed .

You always said we will play them another evening .

Well Mom your not here for me to play then over the phone but i can still play them over the computer to you in Heaven .

Mom i will try my best to play them as often as i can for you .

All the singers you loved to hear .

Okay Mom Love you and I,m missing you more then you will ever know .

Till we are together again Mom .

Forever .

xoxo Love you xoxo Miss You xoxo

Helen

Mom my operation has been moved again .
Not well enough to have it .
So Mom please watch over me during this all .
love you Mom ,, Missing You .
Helen xoxo 

This Rosary has been through the family , and it will be with anyone who needs it , it is the one i took to Mamora , and it turned a gold colour ,  It has helped quite a few through some rough times . , I knew it was not going to bring you back Mom , but it was apart of us all i wanted it to be with you . Love you and hope to get out to your resting place to finish our job , when its cooler . xxxxx

This is for all my family , love you all xx

I am the person , i am because of you , you had all the good quality;s Now i ask you to take care of Helen from above , and Ken and Sue be with them , all of you in heaven , they need you close by . I love you all so much , Good night <3xxxx

Well Mom my new date for surgery is August 1st 

I need you to be there with me Mom ,

 Mom i know you will be there in Spirit 

I know you willsee that i get throught this operation okay Mom .

And if i don,t, well that is okay as i will be in Heaven with you and Dad and Larry forever .

Mom i remember when i talked at you Funeral i didn,t think i could do it .

But when i was standing there trying to talk i could feel you boot me in the butt and say Helen just talk i,m with you .

I did Mom i talked and i did it for you i done my best and that is all we can do here on earth .

Mom i want to feel you with me again when i have this surgery and i know i will you will be there for me as you always were and always will be .

Thank you Mom

Love you very very much Miss you very very much

xoxo Your Daughter Helen xox

Just thought i would stop by to say Hi and tell you i Love you and i Miss you ,

There are a lot of us here on earth who really need you Mom

Ken and Sue are not doing well

I have to go for surgrey the date was set for the 18th of this month

But due to so many infections they are not able to do the operation on this day

A new date will be set up

Mom please watch over us all as you always have .

And ask God to keep us all safe here on earth

Thank you Mom

Missing you so much Love you Mom

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Be back to visit you soon

This is from a Dear friend , she made for me , one of my heart Sisters , , i get so much support , from my friends , thank God for them , xxx

Ken is not doing well , and Sue is too sick to take care of him , with her Cancer , please my Angels , pray and take care of them both , , Hoping he can get the help from Park Wood hospital if they have a bed , this is all just so sad , if any time we need to stck together , and be Adults , and be there for each other  is now, Mom would agree , xxxx  I am so so sad

I hope you soon can go on with your life , Mom and Dad and Larry and Jim , are all in good hands , its the ones that are left behind , like Ken and Sue and You , that need prayers , I ask Mom to send herLove down t0  us all . . I hope they can Help Ken , cause its hard on Sue , God Bless us all , love you all xxxx

I am back Mom , i talk to you all the time , but i like to put a few words some times . Sorry i haven't been out to your resting place , i just can not stand , i hope i will get back out as soon as i can , but you know i love you , and i know you love me , thats all that matters . Give hugs to Dad and Larry and Jim , till the next time , love you all to the moon and back xxxx

Our new little friend we have around

A visit with Ken and Sue

I am stil fighting to be well , but getting older other things are going wrong , i must say i know how much pain you must have been in, because i am feeling it today , Will see you when God is ready to take me , I haven;t been out to your resting place , i am layed up , but will get out soon , i know you are right here with me and the others any way . Love you to the stars and back . You really did earn your wings , so proud of you , my dear Mother xxxxx

This was back a few years , what a nice surprise , love them buth so much xx

Thank You Mom

Because of you i am who i am today

Thank you for the Gift Of A Mother,s Love

Love You Missing You Forever

Till we are together again Mom

Together forever

Love you Mom

Missing you Mom

Your Daughter

Helen xoxo

Love them both xx

Kristen has grown up Mom , she will be going to college , xxx

These are my Real life New Born Babies Frank bought for me , i thought of you when we bought them , you would have loved themxxxxx

Mom i,m leaving Larry a Birthday Song

Please give him a hug and kiss from me

A Birthday Hug and Kiss

Missing you all soooo much

You are all with me in my heart and memories

Till we are all together again

Sending my LOVE

xoxoxo

Happy Birthday Larry ,, Hope you are blowing out your candles with Mom and Dad .

Missing you so much Brother

Love you so much

Till we are together again

Love your Sister Helen

xoxoxoxoxox

Just stopping by to say I Love You and Miss you more then anyone will ever know

Sending hugs to you in Heaven Mom

xoxo

Today is Easter , I went to Church today for Easter Service .

I took with me flowers to put at the front of the Church.

In  Memory of you Mom and you Dad and you Larry.

I also said a Special Prayer that you are okay and at Peace .

I,m missing you all.

 Each of you in a different way .

You are all in my Heart and thoughts each and everyday.

I Love you all so much .

My Love for you all only gets stronger and stronger as days,weeks and years go by.

I know oneday i will be with you all again !! Forever and Ever!!

That will be a Blessed day .

But till then Happy Easter to you all.

I will keep you all in my Heart 

Till we meet again

Sending my Love to you all in Heaven

Hugs and Kisses

Love ,,, Helen xoxo

Mom Happy Birthday

I wish you were here so i could have visited you for your big day.

But like the song is saying i will see you again

I,m sure Dad and Larry and Jim were with you on your Birthday

I came to your resting place yesterday .

I left you a few things one being a Birthday cupcake .

I did not want to leave there yesterday .

But had to but i,m so glad i did visit you .

I know you would do the same for me Mom .

Mom i miss you like crazy

I miss you more today then the day you went to Heaven

Mom i Love you so much ,that is why i had to let you go .

I could not let you suffer anymore Mom .

So it was with MUCH LOVE that i let you go to Heaven

To be in Peace and no more pain

And be with the rest who went before you .

Mom i tryed to write this yesterday but could not get back on after leaving other things .

Mom the only thing that keeps me going is you .

I will live my life here on earth as i know you would want me to .

But then oneday i will see you again

Sending hugs and kisses to you Mom in Heaven

I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOU MOM ,,xoxo

Love you Missing you .

xoxo Helen xoxo

Happy Birthday

Hi Mom been thinking of you alot .

Missing you alot

I Love you alot

I,m not going to be able to talk to you on here for a little while

But i want you to know your in my heart and thoughts every second of the day

And i,m sooo sorry your not here with us .

I want to leave you with a big hug and kiss Mom

Till i return

Know matter what life brings me Mom you will always be with me

Till we are together again

Mom i LOVE you

xoxo

Your Daughter Helen

Missing you sooooo much Mom

Missing you more then words can say

Nothing here on Earth is the same without you Mom

Nothing ever will be the same

I very very big part of me went with you Mom

Half my Heart went with you

The other half beats very slow

Mom can,t wait till God comes to get me

And he takes me to you

Then i will start living again ,living with you in Heaven

Till then Mom i kiss you on the face and hug you and wisper i Love you

Love Helen xoxo

Hi Mom ,, I just had this feeling come over me telling me to come here to visit you . So here i am .I,m missing you tonight just like the song you are hearing . And you know everyone up there in Heaven are so lucky to have you with them just as i was so lucky to have you here on earth .Mom things will never be the same here on earth never .I know things are not how you would want them , but  things happen people change and i,m doing the best i can .You know Mom heaven seems so far away but really it,s not and i will meet you there oneday . You ,Dad , Larry and Jim .we will all be together we will all be home forever .And nothing will ever seperate us again .Mom i have your teddy bear and i hold him at night it brings me close to you .i think of you all up there in Heaven very very often .You know sometimes i wonder !!!! Really what is life all about !!!! but i,m trying to make the best of it all .And Mom this is one promise i will make and will be able to keep . !!!! We will be together oneday forever !!!!! Well Mom i heading to bed i will be back soon to talk to you .Love you Mom miss you so much

Love your Daughter Helen xoxo

Merry Christmas Mom ,Dad,Larry and Jim ,,,,,Missing you all each and everyday ,,,,I pray everyday Mom that you are okay and happy ...and safe in God arms ,,Love you all...Rest in Peace Till we meet again ...Love Helen ..Hugs and Kisses

Mom i will be back to visit you as soon as i can

Sooooooo much going on .

I miss you every second of the day

And i Love you very very much

Oneday we will be together forever and ever

Till then Mom i hold you in my heart

Love you

Helen xoxo

Mom i,m sorry i have not been here to talk to you in a while.

I have not been feeling well .Not well at all,

Just wanted to let you know i have not forgotton you .

I never will

I love you Mom and miss you so

Till we meet again

I will hold you in my heart

hugs kisses

Helen xoxo

Mom missing you so much

Today is Thanksgiving and i wish you were here .

I will be home for Thanksgiving just me and freddie

I sure wish i had more to be thankful for i,m looking hard but not coming up with much .

I,m thankful that you are my Mom and a wonderful Mom you were .

And you will always be a wonderful Mom

So tired Mom just so tired ...

Miss you all Mom , Dad ,Larry Jim ....

Love you all

Till we meet again ..

Hugs and Kisses to you all in Heaven

Helen xoxo

A thousand times we needed you
A thousand times we cried
If love alone could have saved you
you never would have died
A heart of gold stopped beating
two twinkling eyes closed to rest
God broke our hearts to prove he only took the best
never a day goes by that you’re not in my heart and my soul.

Love you Mom Miss you so much Hugs And Kisses

My Moma and my Sister , love you both <3

Hi Mom just wanted you to know my date with Paul was great i was so glad to see him again,

We went out for dinner and had long talks about many things .

We talked about you Mom and how much your missed and loved .

Paul said you were a very classy lady and we both agreed that you always took care of yourself you always looked so good Mom

You were  a very pretty lady, Mom 

I guess that is where i get my good looks from .

Paul has been very busy .

He is a amazing man .

Mom i thanked him for being there for all of us during and after your passing

And thanked him for being there always for you in time of need .

Paul and i are going to get together again in about a month or so .

I will keep in touch with Paul Mom he is busy but we will not lose touch .

Well Mom this song playing now in My Fathers House was played at your Funeral as they carried you out of the chapel .

A beautiful song Mom i know you liked it .

I will also be adding some songs that i know Dad and Larry and Jim liked ,

You can all listen to them up there in Heaven .

Till we met agin

Love you all and miss you all

But i know your all together and happy .

Love Helen xox

Happy you have an App. with Pastor Paul , he was here yearterday , but i was too sick to see him , . He is a great person to talk too , Mom would be happy you are seeing him . Have a good day . Your Sister

Mom i know how much you loved Pastor Paul and he felt the same way about you

Mom he was so much help to us when you were very sick and was always there for you and us till the end

Pastor Paul had a wonderful service for you for you funeral and at the Dearness home

Just like you wanted Mom

I also know that you would want me to keep in contact with Paul

So today Mom i have a date with Paul we are going for coffee

And Mom you will be there with us i know

You are always with me Mom

Today with Paul i,m going to remember all the good times we had

I will say hi to Paul for you

mom this song that is playing is just how i feel since you have been gone

Heaven got another Angel the day you went to Heaven

Heaven and all Angels there are very lucky to have you with them

Mom you rest now no pain no worries and i,m sure LOT,S OF ICE CREAM 

I love you Sweet Mom

And i,m missing you but i will see you again sometime

I will be so happy when you meet me in Heaven

Till then Mom

hugs and kisses

Your Daughter

Helen xoxo

It’s difficult to express in words,
just what I’d like to say.
Please know you’re thought of often,
And in a very special way.
And though the distance
in between us,
May keep us miles apart.
There’ll always be
a special place,
For you within my heart.

You will always be in my heart

Helen xoxo

Dad. Mom, Larry , Jim , ( step  Dad ) .... love and miss you all... Frank and Ruth xx

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A letter from Heaven

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.

I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; Here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.

That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through.
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."

"It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on.

I need you here so badly, you are part of my plan.
There is so much that we can do, to help our mortal man."

God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.

And when you lie in bed at night the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you.... in the middle of the night.

When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years.
Because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.

But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.

I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.

But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.

There are rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;
But together we can do it by taking one day at a time.

It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too;
That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.

If you can help somebody who is in sorrow and pain;
Then you can say to God at night...."My day was not in vain.

And now I am contented... that my life was worthwhile.
Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile."

So if you meet somebody who is sad and low;
Just lend a hand to pick them up, as on your way you go.

When you're walking down the street and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.

And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free.
Remember you're not going.... you're coming here with me.

Picture taken September 12 2011 ,, i am still holding you tight , till i find you again , love you to the heavens and

back ... Your oldest Daughter ... Ruth xx

The most beautiful people we have ever known are those who have known defeat,
known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have pulled themselves out of
the depths. These people have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding
of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern.
Beautiful people do not just happen.”

And you knew the suffering , and loss in your life , right from your chilhood , but you kept on going , you carried your cross , proudly , Love and proud to say your my Mom xx

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To those who see with loving eyes,
life is beautiful.
To those who speak with tender
voices, life is peaceful.
To those who help with gentle hands,
life is full.

And to those who care with compassionate hearts,
life is good beyond all measure."

And you were all this and more , and taught us to be the same , xx

It has always been inside me ,

You wre beautiful here as you always were , inside and out <3

Yesterday , we were married for 44 yrs Mom , i am so happy i had you and Dad and Larry with us on this special day .

Also yesterday was a Blue Moon , very rare to have two full moons in one month , a very special day indeed , because i feel this was a sign from you also , as it was the day you left us to go home to be with family . Tracy will always remember and love you also , the day you asked for her was her Anniverary , and i am so proud of her for being there with you as you asked . Love and miss you as we all do , i will always be holding your hand till we are together again xx

The Brave Little Soul
By: John Alessi

Not too long ago in Heaven there was a little soul who took wonder in observing the world. She especially enjoyed the love she saw there and often expressed this joy with God. One day however, the little soul was sad, for on this day she saw suffering in the world. She approached God and sadly asked, "Why do bad things happen, why is there suffering in the world?".

God paused for a moment and replied, "Little soul, do not be sad, for the suffering you see, unlocks the love in peoples hearts". The little soul was confused. "What do you mean", she asked. God replied, "Have you not noticed the goodness and love that is the offspring of that suffering? Look at how people come together, drop their differences, and show their love and compassion for those who suffer. All their other motivations disappear and they become motivated by love alone.

The little soul began to understand and listened attentively as God continued, "The suffering soul unlocks the love in people's hearts much like the sun and rain unlock the flower within the seed. I created everyone with endless love in their heart, but unfortunately most people keep it locked up and hardly share it with anyone. They are afraid to let their love shine freely, because they are afraid of being hurt. But a suffering soul unlocks that love. I tell you this-it is the greatest miracle of all. Many souls have bravely chosen to go into the world and suffer-to unlock this love-to create this miracle-for the good of all humanity.

Just then the little soul got a wonderful idea and could hardly contain herself. With her wings fluttering, bouncing up and down, the little soul excitedly replied, "I am brave; let me go! I would like to go into this world and suffer so that I can unlock the goodness and love in people's hearts! I want to create that miracle!

God smiled and said, "You are a brave soul I know, and thus I will grant your request. But even though you are very brave you will not be able to do this alone. I have known since the beginning of time that you would ask for this and so I have carefully selected many souls to care for you on your journey. Those souls will help you create your miracle; however they will also share in your suffering. Two of these souls are most special and will care for you, help you and suffer along with you, far beyond the others. They have already chosen a name for you.

God and the brave little soul shared a smile, and then embraced. In parting, God said, "Do not forget little soul that I will be with you always. Although you have agreed to bear the pain, you will do so through my strength. And if the time should come when you feel that you have suffered enough, just say the word, think the thought, and you will be healed.

Thus at that moment the brave little soul was born into the world, and through her suffering and God's strength she unlocked the goodness and love in people's hearts. For so many people dropped their differences and came together to show their love. Priorities became properly aligned. People gave from their hearts. Those that were always too busy found time. Many began new spiritual journeys-some regained lost faith-many came back to God. Parents hugged their children tighter. Friends and family grew closer. Old friends got together and new friendships were made. Distant family reunited, and every family spent more time together. Everyone prayed. Peace and love reigned. Lives were changed forever. It was good. The world was a better place. The miracle had happened. God was pleased."

Believing in God's promises . . .
" . . .For I am the LORD who heals you."

As the days go by , i think of all the times you said that family was important , this has ran across my mind alot today , for reasons you already know . I am just so sorry that here on Earth , things are not as good as they would be in heaven . I am doing my best for those who want me in their lives . I love all my family , but i can't make some love me , so i have had to back off , and let it be . All i can say is i am so so sorry , know that i love you with everything i have , and always will . I must go for now , and i will do my best for you , everything i do is for you , Love Your Daughter xx

Dear Mom

Today was 11 months since you went to Heaven .

Words cannot describe how much i MISS YOU ..

Words cannot describe how much I LOVE YOU

Words cannot describe the pain in MY HEART.

Words cannot describe the EMPTINESS  IN MY SOUL

Words cannot describe the SADNESS I FEEL.

Words cannot BRING YOU BACK .

Words will keep YOU CLOSE TO ME ,

Words i,m sending to YOU IN HEAVEN

Love You Mom You Will Be Forever In My Heart 

Yor Daughter

Helen ....

HUGS KISSES ....

Some might think your not with us anymore.

But you are here with me everyday

I can,t see you or hear you but you are always here watching over me .

You have helped me get through all these hard months .

I just think of you and you give me strenght to get through each day .

It has been a long hard road Mom since you went to Heaven

And i,m pushing hard  to stay on top .

Thank you Mom for the strength you have given me .

Mom your the Angel... xo

I love you and miss you .

We will be together oneday Mom forever .

Helen

xoxo

Gram would have loved  to see it if she was with us , and yes we all loved her for sure , as i love you  xx