This memorial page was started in the memory of my dear Mom .

I see that alot of family and friends visit this page .

I think my mom would really like it if when you visit you would leave a saying a picture or just anything you remember about her .

As my Mom was a wonderful Mom and person so kind hearted .

She loved you all ...

I,m not saying you can,t visit this page but i,m just saying have some respect and leave something in her memory .

Thank you all for visiting this memorial page .

Mom you will be remembered forever .

Love you Miss you

Kisses to you in Heaven

Helen

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Been thinking about you all day today Mom 

As i do everyday

I miss you so much 

Today would have been a great day Mom to go for icecream

We all know how much you loved your icecream cones .

Tomorrow is going to be another very hot day .

So i,m going to go and get a icecream .

And i know you will be right there beside me .

As i know you always are ,you are watching over me i can feel you there Mom

So Mom i,m sending these icecream cones for in Heaven .

We will eat them together

Love you Mom forever and ever

You are always in my heart and thoughts

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july 15th tomorrow will be 10 months since you went to Heaven

Mom i miss you more today then ever .

Just to see your face or a smile from you

Or your voice .

Just to sit and watch you eat your icecream cone .

That always brought a smile to your face and mine

Mom i know your in Heaven because you left hell here on earth .

I know your safe and sound

And Mom i,m so sorry we had to let you go .

I will never forget the nights i spent with you in the hospital

I wish i could have saved you and kept you here .

But Mom you were slipping more and more each day .

I only wanted you to be out of pain and sorrow .

And in a place where you would not suffer anymore .

And Mom i know your in that place

Forever at rest and peace .

Love you Mom and miss you soooo much

Your forever with me ...

And Mom till we meet again .

I will always keep you close to my heart .

Watch over us all Mom ..

See you again oneday

Kisses and hugs to you in Heaven

xoxo

Helen .....

Mom i know your a Angel in Heaven

This is what i felt today

Love you Mom Miss You

Forever in my heart

Kisses and

Hugs to Heaven 

xoxo

Missing you Mom ..

Just stopping by to tell you i love you and miss you sooo much

I will always visit this page .

As it is our Memorial page for you my wonderful Mother .

You are in my thoughts and in my everyday life Mom

Love you always

Your daughter Helen

Hugs and kisses to you in Heaven

Here is a picture of Richard and Charlie .

I,m so sorry you never got to meet her .

I will do my best in time to see that she knows all about you Mom

Till we meet again i will hold you in my Heart

I,m sending this Rose to you the most wonderful Mom i could have ever have .

Thank you Mom .

Love you

Miss you forever

Helen

xoxo

Love you Mom Miss you so much

Your Daughter Helen

Hugs and Kisses to heaven

xoxoxo

Mom it has been 9 months today since you went to Heaven

I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH

Love you always

You are always in my heart and my memories

Love you

Helen xoxo

Mom i just want to wish you a Happy Victoria  Day In Heaven i miss you each and everyday every mintute and every second ..The days here on earth are so lonley without you Mom . You will never ever be forgotten

Love you with all my heart and soul xoxo

The most wonderful Mom anyone could ever have .

Thankyou Mom xoxo

Kisses and Hugs all the way to you in Heaven

xoxo Your Daughter

Helen xoxo

Today has been 8 months since you went to Heaven .

I,m sorry Mom that i did not make it out to visit you on Mother,s day .

But i will be there today to talk a while with you .

Mom as the months go by i miss you even more.

Your face i long to see again and your voice i long to hear .

God made a wonderful Mother and he gave her to me .

Now he has called you back to live forever in Heaven .

But i miss you here.

At night i close my eyes and lay there thinking of you .

My heart is filled with such sorrow .

And my life with so much pain .

I just live day to day .

There is such a big hole in my heart without you Mom .

Life will never be the same .

I love you Mom and i miss you soooo much here on earth .

Well i wrote this in yellow Mom as i know yoi like a sunny day and the sun will shine today just for you .

Somedays i feel you so close and others you seem so far away .

But i keep you around my neck and in my heart everyday

The ring i wear say,s Mom .

You will always be a part of my life even though i can,t see you or hear you or touch you .

Your memories will live on forever in my heart and mind .

Missing you Mom .

Be there to visit your resting place today .

And spend sometime with you .

Many tears i will shed .

But i remember you saying don,t for get us who have gone before you .

And i will never forget you or Dad or Larry or Jim .

When i,m at your resting place i feel your presence,

I wish you could put your arms around me Mom just one more time .

And me around you .

Mom i never said goodbye and i never will .

As it is not goodbye as i will be with you again one day .

When God calls me home .

Till then Mom fly like the Angel you are .

Forever loved and missed .

Your Daughter

Helen

xoxo

It is your first Mother,s Day In Heaven Mom

I miss you more then you will ever know

And i love you so much

Happy Mother,s Day Mom

Mom since the day you passed,

A love of nature from you i,ve grasped.

Within my heart the sun still shines .

Making beautiful flowers grow.

reminding me of your,s to me you would always show .

Happy Mother,s Day in Heaven to you Mom .

Forever in my heart,i feel you always near .

These flower,s in my heart,I,m sending  them to you .

Because by the way of God ,They,ll be coming thru.

Mom you are so missed by me today and everyday

I,m going to go and have a icecream for you today

Mom i know you feel the Love and thanks that i,m sending to you

today and everyday.

This year Mom Mother,s Day you get to spend it with Larry in Heaven .

I will dedicate this your first Mother,s Day in Heaven all to you .and to all the Mother,s who are in Heaven with you

I can,t tell you how much i miss you .

The only comfort i get is knowing that you are in a better place with know more pain and worries .

Mom i,m praying for a SUNNY DAy for you as i know you loved a sunny day .

Mom i will be there to visit you as soon as i can but for now i love you and miss you .

You were a Mom so full of love and caring ... i had the best Mom anyone could ever have . I still have you Mom but just in a different way .

Thank you Mom and Happy Mother,s Day

Love you .... your Daughter Helen ... Your Baby Girl xoxoxo

Till we meet again xox

today and everyday

Mom just want to say how much i miss you .

Love you forever

xoxo

This  day Mom you were layed to rest 7 months ago

You never had the best life here on earth .

So i,m praying that everything is better for you Mom in Heaven

I know you will have no pain or worries there .

And your with your Son and Husband and the rest of the family who went before you .

You are forever at peace Mom .

I was praying that you would meet your Great Grandchild Charlie oneday .

But you never did , Mom i,m sorry .

But oneday you will meet her in Heaven along with the rest of us .

As we all have to make the journey to heaven .

Home Mom thats where we will all meet again 

Till  then Mom i love you and miss you sooo much .

You are forever in my heart and memories .

I,m sending you this big hug and kiss to Heaven .

Hugs and Kisses

Your daughter

Helen xoxo

Mom i know how much you loved a sunny day .

So i,m sending a sunny day to you in Heaven

I know this will put a smile on your face

Love you , you were my sunshine and you always will be

Rest In Peace Mom

Miss you love you

Your Daughter

Helen xoxo

7 months ago today you went to Heaven .

There are know poems or pictures for me to say how much i love you Mom and Miss you 

Just words from my heart.

Love you Mom Miss you so

Forever in my heart and memories.

Till we meet again

xoxoxoxo

Well i made it out to visit you after all .

Mom i cry so  much when i come to you resting place .

But i always feel  the need to visit as often as i can .

I just feel very close to you all when i,m there .

Mom i still stand there and can,t believe your gone .

Gone Mom but never forgotton .... NEVER ....

Larry i left you what i always leave you .

Dad it has been sooo long since you left .

I miss you all

And love you all.

Now the three of you are together forever .

Mom i hope you like the butterfly i left today .

The sun will shine and make it move .

I know you told Paul you liked the sunshine.

Well you were my sunshine and you will always shine on me .

I had a quite Easter just me and Freddie .

Mom i remember when you were in the hospital you asked if Freddie was going to be okay .

i wish you could have seen him Mom he is a sweetheart you would have loved him .

I pray each day that you are all okay .

And i will pray for the rest of my days.

Well Happy easter to you all ,

Hugs and Kisses..

Helen .. Your Daughter and your Sister

Today is Easter Sunday .

I wanted to come visit you all at your resting place today .

But for reasons beyond my control i could not make it .

So i,m wishing you all a Happy Easter .

And sending all my love to you all.

You are all so missed.

Mom you were the last one to go to Heaven and it just breaks my heart that you can,t be here.

I,m trying to go on without you here it is sooo hard .

You are in my Heart and Memories forever Mom .

I put your Picture of you with your Easter bonnet that you made and won first prize with when you lived here where i,m now living .

In my front room i placed your two Easter bunnies today .

And had a big cry God i miss you Mom .

As soon as i figure out how to add my own music i will put all the songs you loved to hear when i called you and played them to you over the phone when you were in the Dearness Home .

I miss doing that Mom .

i miss your smile and your voice and your Face .

I miss giving you a hug and you giving me one back .

But Mom forever you will be with me .

Happy Easter Family .

I love you all .

Till we meet again ,and are forever  together .

Your Daughter , and Your sister .

Helen

xoxoxoxo

Been sitting here thinking of you Mom .

love you and miss you sooo much .

hope to visit you at Easter at your resting place .

Okay Mom it is late time for me to go to bed .

But just wanted to say good night to you  .

And let you know your always with me your in my heart and thoughts everyday Mom ..

Thank you Mom for just being such a special Mom and my Mom .

Night Mom Rest In Peace sweet Mom of mine

Till we meet again

xoxoxoxo

Your daughter Helen

Mom tonight i saw a bright star in the sky .

I know it was you looking down watching over me .

It was the brightest star i have ever seen .

Thank you Mom for watching over me tonight and every night .

Mom i miss you sooooo much I have never missed anyone as much as i miss you .

Love you sooo much

Mom keep watching over me i will look for that bright star every night and know it is you .

Love you miss you xoxo

I found the phone to Heaven Mom .

Love you Miss you forever

xoxo

Hugs Kisses

The Broken Chain

We little knew that day that God

Was going to call your name.

In life we loved you dearly,

In death we do the same.

It broke our hearts to lose you,

You did not go alone;

For part of us went with you,

The day God called you home.

You left us peaceful memories,

Your love is still our guide;

And though we can not see you,

You are always at our side.

Our family chain is broken,

And nothing seems the same;

But as God calls us one by one,

THE CHAIN will link again.

Another day goes by Mom and i miss you so
 Spring is here and i wish you were here 
 Out for icecream we would go Mom .
 The pain is still on my face and in my mind and in my heart Mom watching you go .
 I,m alone now Mom since you have gone .
 But thats the way it has to be now     
 Hurt is in my heart and pain fills my days.
 You Mom you understood me and who i am .
 It will never get easier Mom i miss you and love you with all my heart and soul.
 I don,t know one day from another they just drift by .
 I can,t call you Mom or go see you .
 I do visit your resting place Mom as often as i can as i know you would want me to .
 And i do feel the need to be there as often as i can .
 I visit you and Dad and Larry and Jim and the rest of the family who have gone on before me .
 But mom i stand there over your resting place and still can,t believe your gone
 I have set out your easter bunnies on my stand as Easter is not far away.
 i know you never liked easter lilies so i will bring you a green and yellow rose on Easter .and place it where you rest my sweet Mom .and i will leave you a kiss and hug .
 i remember the Easter baskets you made for the grandchilldren many years ago and you placed little chicks in them .
 Mom you were always so giving and asked nothing in return .
 well i can tell you they are lucky to have you in Heaven .
 As i was so lucky to have you here on earth .
 And oneday i will be with you again Mom for ever .
 till then Mom i love you and miss you so my heart is broke in two since you left .
 But i know for us here on earth life must go on  never the same but it goes on .
 Till we hold each other again Mom Rest In Peace .
 Your daughter Helen xoxo forever      
                  

Mom 6 months ago today i lost you

You went home with God
Mom the sadest day of my life
 I remember standing by your bed holding your hand kissing your check and drying the tears from your face.
 And telling you it was okay to go .
 All the time wishing it was not true
 Mom i remember all the nights i stayed with you as i did not want you to go alone
 I new you did not want to go Mom you were also scared to go
 But i do remember the night when you could still talk to me , you said Helen don,t let me die over and over ,Mom i,m so sorry i could say nothing back as i had to let you go Mom .
 And i know you new you were going but you never complained or said you new you were going to Heaven .Only that one night Mom to me and i could do nothing Mom nothing just be there with you and tell you i love you so.
 Mom i know that Larry was there to take you home i could see it in your face.
 I done my best Mom to comfort you and be with you as i know you would have been for me.
 I know you could hear me Mom right till the end and i hope my staying with you help in your jounery to Heaven
 Mom  i,m so sorry for the way you had to go , I,m sorry i had to let you go .
 but trying to keep you here would have been the wrong thing to do and would have caused you much more pain so i had to let you fly with the doves into the clouds above into God house your home for eternity.i   await the day Mom when i take that jounery with the doves into the clouds above and i will be with you for eternity 
 You gave me life my sweet Mom and took care of me and loved me till the last second you were here on earth.
 And knowing that oneday i will be with you again is the only thing that has made me go on without you here on earth .
 In one way it seems like you have been gone forever as it has been so long since i seen your face and heard your voice or gave you a hug.
 But in another way Mom it only seems like yesterday as that day is so clear in my mind.
 Also the memories through my life are so clear .
 Your a Mom that i,m so proud that i can call my own .
 So mom thank you from my heart for being you the most wonderful and careing and loving Mom i could ever have
 Till we meet again ... I love you Mom more then words can say and i miss you more then you will ever know
 Forever in my heart and my everyday life
 I will never ever forget you Mom .
 You went through soooo much in your life time , please Mom i pray your okay and that you now rest in peace    
 kisses and hugs sent from me to you Mom in heaven
 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
  
 
 Your daughter Helen xo
 
 
 Written March 15th 2012 with love ..........                  

Mom tonight i sit here at home thinking about you as i do every night .
 Mom i miss you so much 
Things are just not the same here on earth without you her
 I miss seeing your face and i miss your voice
 I miss calling you on the phone and playing your music for you      
 Mom sometimes i wonder are you okay  
I know your not it pain anymore and you don,t have to worry about us anymore 
  But are you really okay Mom . 
It was very hard visiting your resting place on March 2 your 85 birthday
I hope you liked what i left for you Mom
Was your first Birthday in heaven
This was a very hard day for me
But Mom i promised you i would be okay and i will keep that promise to you .

It has been very hard here Mom

I don,t think things will ever be the same to much has happened

But Mom i will go on the way i have to

And i wait for that day when i,m with you again

and with dad and Larry

But for now i have to do things my way yes my way

Please watch over those who are very sick here Mom

Well one day Mom we will see each other again and we will never part

Till then Mom i love you and miss you

xoxo hugs and kisses to you Mom in heaven                              

Your first Birthday in heaven Mom
I miss you Mom so much and i love you so much

You are forever in my heart
xoxoxoxoxoHappy Birthday Mother" It's sure to be the best one yet, Though you left me here behind. Did you think that I'd forget?

Your cake this year, will surely be, A beauty to behold. With the icing made of Silver, And the candles made of Gold.

Yes your birthday in Heaven, Will be such a grand affair. And I know you'll look so lovely, With a halo in your hair.

The Angels will come from everywhere, To sing your birthday song. And I know they'll be so happy, That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.

No I can't send a card this year, Or give a gift so fine. So I'll just send a special prayer, To that wonderful mother of mine.

For a Mother who has died

Dear Lord, relying on your promises to us, I turn to you in trust that my mother is with you and that she is enjoying your loving embrace. You alone know how she loved the best she could and how she faithfully endured the struggles that she faced. You know the graces you gave her and you know the grace she was for me and for so many. For all the ways she truly loved the way you loved her, please reward her, Lord. May she enjoy the communion of all her family and friends who are with you.

Lord, I know my mother still loves us who are still here on earth. I ask you that you might listen to her fervent prayers for us. Help me to grow into a new and deeper relationship with my mother now, as I long for the day when we will both meet in your embrace - freed from all that might have hindered our relationship on earth, knowing and understanding everything we did not know or understand on this earth.

I ask you this with faith in the resurrection, trusting my mother's love, and desiring that she know my love for her. Amen.

i miss you so much Mom .

I wish you were here .

So much going on down here .

I,m just falling apart Mom .

There is know end to our sorrow .

It is a hard life and i know you new all about a hard life .

i just wish things would all be okay .

But most of all Mom i just wish you were here again and would never leave .

Tonight i just wanted to pick up the phone and call you .

But i know there would be know answer.

If i could call you in heaven just to talk to you just to hear your voice .

Mom i love you AND MISS YOU so MUCH

Please be okay in heaven Mom

I will meet you at the gates of heaven oneday

And give you that hug and kiss i have been wanting to give you for the last 4 months

And i will see your face and hear your voice once again

Till then Mom rest In Peace

Love you your daughter

Helen xoxo

Missing you more and more each day each month .

Today was a hard day for me i woke up thinking of you and now i,m going to bed still thinking of you .

Love you for ever Mom

Night Mom

Hugs and kisses all the way to you in heaven .

xoxoxo

Your daughter Helen xo

Mom i miss you so

When you left a part of me left

Your  always on my mind and in my heart

Love you Mom

xo Forever xo

Mom it has been 4 months since you passed .

Not a day or minute goes bye that i don,t think of you .

Sometimes i have to shake my head to really believe your gone.

Sometimes i think Oh it is just a dream and that i will wake up and call you on the phone .

Or go visit you at the nursing home and go for coffee and a sweets.

Or take you out for icecream or shopping .

i miss your voice your laugh your smile.

i miss you saying i love you and me saying i love you .

I miss calling you and playing your songs over the phone .

Mom i even miss the times we had our little tiffs.

i miss everything about you Mom .

At night i look into the sky and wonder are you okay .

So many things each and everyday remind me of you mom .

Oh how i wish i could turn back the time .

And you would be here with me ,

I keep your picture by my bed your the first person i see in the morning and the last person i see at night .

I even wake up in the middle of the night just to glance over at you .

I see your smiling face and tell you i love you then go back to sleep.

Mom this is how i picture you in heaven with a smile on your face .

No more pain no more worries and time stands still .

I remember tears rolling down your face as god was preparing to come and take you home .

Mom i know you did not want to leave us and we did not want you to go .

But nothing we could say or do would have kept you here with us .

God was calling you he was there to take you home .

Mom i pray every night that your okay .

It is the unknown that scares me Mom .

Are you okay ... i really don,t know.

I know your with other family members and your not alone.

But i wish you did not have to go .

Mom 4 months seems like a life time in on way then in another way it just seems like yesterday,

 Mom my memories of you will never die they will live on forever.

Thank you Mom for being my Mom for giving me life and looking after me ,

I love you with all my heart and miss you so .

We will not be apart forever Mom oneday i will come to meet you in heaven .

And we will be together forever .

Together just like we use to be .

Till then Mom Rest In Peace

i will not say goodbye just see ya Mom

Love you and Miss you

Your baby girl Helen ..xoxo

i miss you Mom things here on earth are not the same without you

oh how i wish you were here

Love you Mom & miss you

xoxoxoxo

Hugs & kisses to you in heaven

Well Mom it is now 2012

i can,t call you to wish you a Happy New Year

I can,t give you a hug or kiss in person

So i,m sending a hug and kiss to heaven for you

always will i Love you and miss you Mom

see you soon Mom

xoxoxoxo

Mom Christmas day is over

You were so missed this day

Mom you will forever be in my heart and memories

Love you Mom Miss you sooooo much

Night Mom

Kisses and Hugs to you in heaven

xoxoxoxo

Mom Merry Christmas

Going to put my turkey in the oven

And open my gift

The sun is trying to shine i feel that,you looking down on us all

And i,m looking right back at you Mom

I miss you this Christmas so much

But i miss you everyday

Lare i,m going to take a walk in the park

And just think of all the good times we had Mom

Yes memories will be with me forever

Right now i,m seeing you with your gifts opening them Mom you were so cute

With your pretty clip in your hair and i big smile on your face

Later you and i will have some Christmas cake like we always did

I,m saving a chair at my table for you

You are with me this Christmas and always

Love you Mom and Miss you so

Merry Christmas Mom xo

Merry Christmas Dad and Larry and Jim

xoxoxoxoxoxo

Would you please tell them all with you i love them and miss them

Well mom it is time for me to go

but in my heart and memories you will always be

Merry Christmas mom

merry christmas dad ,Larry .Jim

Love you all and you will all be in my thoughts this Christmas

kiss and hugs

And fond memories of you all

Happy Birthday jesus

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Mom it is Christmas Eve

My first Christmas Eve without you

Mom i miss you so much i still can,t except that your not here

I know i have to Mom but it is so hard

Harder then anyone will ever know

I,m staying home this Christmas

This is what i want to do i know you would want us all together Mom but i just can,t do it this christmas

I,m sorry Mom

things are not the same without you here

I,m going to cook my Turkey and all the trimmings

As it is jesus birthday i will do my best

Your tree is lite and i bought you a Christmas card

I will read it to you at midnight -Christmas

I guess i,m just feeling sad and lost without you here

Mom i know your okay in heaven but i also know you did not want to go there yet

Im sad for you mom  and i,m sad for me as i never wanted the day to come that i would have to live without you

I remember your words in the hospital to me and i,m sorry i could not save you Mom

If i could have you would be here right now

my wish this year was to reach up to heaven and tell you i Love you and give you a kiss and hug

just to see you and hear you  and for you to tell me your okay

so Mom i,m reaching to you right now hugs and kisses

Larry and Dad and Jim must be so happy to spend this Christmas with you

I picture you walking up the path
and walking through the door,
I listen out for your gentle laugh
but I cant hear it anymore.

I hold my hands out everyday
Hoping for your gentle touch,
But I dont feel your warm hands touch me
Its a feeling I miss so much.

I wait for you to wipe my tears
But you want yours wiping too,
And everyday still hurts so much
Because my life is missing you.

I keep your memory in my soul
It burns so bright each day,
And all the things I have in my mind
Theres three words I want to say,

I Miss You!

Candles lite for you Mom xo

Mom been 3 months since you went to Heaven i miss you so much

If my love could have kept you here you would still be here

You are so missed by me Mom

Now and Forever

Rest In Peace Mom

You are not gone forever as i will be with you again someday Mom in Heaven

Rest In Peace Mom

xo <3 <3

Merry Christmas Mom xo

Mom

I,m not asking for any Christmas  gifts this year.

All i want is just a small sparkling star up in the sky, winking at me to let me know your doing just fine .

I wish i had a high ladder to reach from me to you to give you a Christmas hug and tell you i love and miss you .

And wish you a Merry Christmas

Mom my memories of you will never fade and my love for you will live on forever

Mom Merry Christmas from me to you

XOX  

xox

Mom you and i willspendmanymoreChristmastogetherwhenwemeetagainin Heaven

Till Then i  willbethinkingofyou

Your having Christmas with Larry,DadandjJim

Merry Christmastoallofyou andi love andmissyouall

rest inPeacemy Family in Heaven

Missing you Mom

Oh how i wish you were here

It will soon be Christmas and it just won,t be the same without you

There is a big hole in my heart Mom

And sadness in everyday i spend without you

The sun dosen,t shine anymore the birds don,t sing

The days are long without you and nights are endless

You had such a hard life Mom and i wish i could have change that for you

But now your gone forever gone

To see your face or to touch your hand or  hear your voice is just  a

memory now

The good times and bad times are just a thing from the past

Mom i cry for you everyday i miss you so much

Nothing is the same without you i just drift through the days

And now that Christmas is upon us it,s just another day without you Mom

i lite your tree each and every night in memory of you Mom .

But thats as merry as i can get this year without you

Mom i do wish you a Merry Christmas up there in Heaven

And oh how i wish you were here

Love you Mom and miss you forever

Rest In Peace Mom

Till we meet again

♪♪Merry Christmas ♪♪

A little about my Mom at Christmas

My Mom loved Christmas time .

When i was a child we never had much but Mom always tryed her best .

I never remember getting alot of gifts at Christmas .

But i do remember the big turkey  dinner with all the trimmings

And that was good enough for me .

As my Mom got older she was like a kid at Christmas lol so cute .

She loved to recieve and open gifts .

Sometimes it was not what she wanted but we always tried .

to get her what she asked for .

She would have a big smile on her face or a little frown all depending if she liked it or not

But we all like to get what we ask for at Christmas .

So these things would always be under the tree for her

I remember one year many years ago i bought my Mom a new couch for Christmas .

I put a big bow on it and she was at a neighbors.

When she came home and through the front door there it was her new couch .

Boy what a smile came from her face .

I was so happy to be able to give her a new couch .

I was never really able to give her much most years at Christmas but that year i felt so happy for her . this Christmas is just not going to be the same without Mom .

My life has not been the same since Mom left.

I never new i could miss someone as much as i do my Mom .

I know she is okay in Heaven with Larry,Dad and Jim and many other Family members .

But i really want her here with me .

But that is not going to happen i know .

Mom i have put up your tree you had at the nursing home.

And i bought you your Christmas card as i always do . I light your tree every night and think of you and wish you were here .

You are here Mom i know but i can,t see you or hear you or touch you .

i love you Mom and miss you so much .

You gave me life and looked after me for so many years how could i not miss you .

Christmas day i will remember you opening your gifts and eating your sweets you and i loved our sweets we always had seconds .

For anyone reading this you know how special my Mom was and always will be .

Thanks Mom for the time we had .

I will forever miss you and love you and i will be with you again oneday.

When i meet you in heaven that will be a very happy day .

Missed and loved so very much a wonderful Mom

<3 xoxoxo <3

Mom loved her clothes and earings ,rings ,necklace

Missing you so much Mom

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

xoxoxoxoxoxo

We've shared our hearts, full of Holiday Cheer
and shopped for presents for loved ones this year
the house is dressed up with garland and lights
that sparkle and shine through the Holiday nights
But even with all of this Holiday bliss
there’s someone we lost that we terribly miss
and as this Christmas Day draws near
we wish with all of our hearts she was here.
She's living her life way up past the stars
Somewhere past Jupiter, Saturn and Mars
She's spending her Christmas in Heaven, you see
And last night as I slept, a dream came to me
She was standing before me, happy and well
she said to me "I have something to tell…
Heaven's more wondrous than you would believe
it’s the greatest of gifts I could ever receive.
I'd like for you all to remember the good…
You know that I'd be there if only I could.
So don't feel so bad that I'm not there
There are so many memories you can share
As you gather together, I'm sure you'll find
the gifts deep within you that I left behind.
Each one is unique and wrapped brightly in love
they shine from your hearts as I shine from above."

My Memory Library © Sarah Blackstone Imagine if I was given one moment,
just a single slice of my past.
I could hold it close forever,
and that moment would always last.

I'd put the moment in a safe,
within my hearts abode.
I could open it when I wanted,
and only I would know the code.

I could choose a time of laughing,
a time of happiness and fun.
I could choose a time that tried me,
through everything I've done.

I sat and thought about what moment,
would always make me smile.
One that would always push me,
to walk that extra mile.

If I'm feeling sad and low,
if I'm struggling with what to do.
I can go and open my little safe,
and watch my moment through.

There are moments I can think of,
that would lift my spirits everytime.
The moments when you picked me up,
when the road was hard to climb.

For me to only pick one moment,
to cherish, save and keep,
Is proving really difficult,
as I've gathered up a heap!

I've dug deep inside my heart,
found the safe and looked inside,
there was room for lots of moments,
in fact hundreds if I tried.

I'm building my own little library,
embedded in my heart,
for all the moments spent with you,
before you had to part.

I can open it up whenever I like,
pick a moment and watch it through,
My little library acts as a promise,
I'll never ever forget you
 

Source: My Memory Library, In Memory Poem, 6 Stories http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/my-memory-library#ixzz1fju4k9BZ
Family Friend Poems

Love you Mom and i miss you

I wish you were here

<3 xo

A Christmas Present

It's Christmas and I'll miss you
You'll never know how much
The greatest thing I could get
Would be just to feel your touch.

I know you're safe in God's arms
And you're as happy as can be
And I know that I'm being selfish
To want you here with me.

Have a lovely Christmas
I'll get by, you'll see
Just Promise me on Christmas day
That you will think of me

<3 xo

Forever Missed and loved

Thank you Mom for being my Mom

The most  caring Mom a child could have.

Till we meet again Mom

Love you Miss you Forever

Hugs and Kisses sent to Heaven

She is Gone
 
You can shed tears that she is gone
Or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she will come back
Or you can open your eyes and see all that she has left.
 
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her
Or you can be full of the love that you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.  

You can remember her and only that she is gone
Or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what she would want:
smile, open your eyes,
love and go on.
Mom going to try my best to live the rest of my life by the words of this poem 

Love You Miss You

This is a funny story about my Mom

She always said as long as i can remember

she loved Engelbert,s lips she use to make me laugh when she said this ..

Mom loved his singing

Mom loved his Christmas music and other songs