I am missing you so very much. Four months ago today you made your journey to the "heavens". I see you everywhere little sister. I hear you in every song that plays, I see the beautiful blue in your eyes when I look up to the sky. Four years ago today, Phait and I had arrived in Eugene to visit you and Grandpa had come up from Arizona..... the last time we'd all be together. Grandpa's heart is broken. Everytime we talk he tells me stories of when we were young. He knows you're with Grandma now, and being well taken care of. 
If I just had one more moment with you......

I miss you so much little sister. You've always been my biggest fan..... I feel so sad and scared. I just wish you could tell me one last time that "it's gonna be ok sister". 
The other day I heard a song play from the movie Selena. I had to laugh a bit! The memories of you being a little girl watching that movie over and over and memorizing every song and all the dance moves. You'd put on your purple flowered twirling shirt and sing with so much passion.
Last weekend Mykelti stayed with me. We went through pictures of you and videos of the two of you from when he was a baby. I told him the Selena story, and he showed me some dance moves of his own. I know you were smiling down on us. 
Love you Weeny. Sista sista

It's been a little over a month since your Birthday, since your services where family and friends gathered to remember you and say our farewells. Your boys were together just as you always wanted.... I can see you in them, in their eyes I see you. They are so brave little sister. You are so very loved. Your memory will live on. I tell the boys stories of when you were young, your favorite colors, passion for music, art, outdoor adventures, and animals..... I will always tell your stories and share our memories with your sons.
Love you Weeny

Mom wanted me to share this..... she isn't very tech savvy.

I miss you so much. So much has happened in the short time you've been gone.... I think about you everyday. Every song I hear on the radio reminds me of you. I miss your beautiful voice. I miss your random calls.... when you would tell me to hang up and let you leave a voicemail and the voicemail would always be you singing to me.
Posting a picture of you, me, mom, and grandma. Tell grandma hello for me. Love you both so much.
I am so proud of your strength Ivory, always have been and always will be. Love you.