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My grief story

March 10, 2023
Jack suffered from crippling depression for years prior to his death.  In some ways I thought I was prepared to lose him.  I was not.  Reading books, attending support groups, seeing a grief therapist, and the support of my friends and family has made it bearable.  I also was interviewed for a podcast "Grieving Overdose Death" which was cathartic, and I created a playlist to memorialize him.  If you or anyone you know is experiencing the death of a child, they might find my reading list helpful:

Reading List for Grieving:

A Grief Observed
by Lewis, C. S.


Grieving Mindfully
A Compassionate and Spiritual Guide to Coping With Loss
by Kumar, Sameet M.


Resilient Grieving
Finding Strength and Embracing Life After A Loss That Changes Everything
by Hone, Lucy


The Year of Magical Thinking
by Didion, Joan


The Grieving Brain
New Discoveries About Love, Loss, and Learning
O'Connor, Mary-Frances


The Other Side of Sadness
What the New Science of Bereavement Tells Us About Life After Loss
Bonanno, George A.

Bearing the Unbearable: Love, Loss, and the Heartbreaking Path of Grief by Dr. Joanne Cacciatore (Author), Jeffrey Rubin (Foreword)
Healing after Loss - Daily Meditations for Working Through Grief by Martha Whitmore Hickman

A Broken Heart Still Beats - After a Child Dies
by Ann McCracken and Mary Semel

When Breath Becomes Air 
by Paul Kalanithi

Podcast:

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/grieving-overdose-death/id1462181055?i=1000588716127



A Free Man's Worship by Bertrand Russell

March 23, 2023
One by one, as they march, our comrades vanish from our sight, seized by the silent orders of omnipotent Death. Very brief is the time in which we can help them, in which their happiness or misery is decided. Be it ours to shed sunshine on their path, to lighten their sorrows by the balm of sympathy, to give them the pure joy of a never-tiring affection, to strengthen failing courage, to instill faith in hours of despair. Let us not weigh in grudging scales their merits and demerits, but let us think only of their need--of the sorrows, the difficulties, perhaps the blindnesses, that make the misery of their lives; let us remember that they are fellow-sufferers in the same darkness, actors in the same tragedy as ourselves. And so, when their day is over, when their good and their evil have become eternal by the immortality of the past, be it ours to feel that, where they suffered, where they failed, no deed of ours was the cause; but wherever a spark of the divine fire kindled in their hearts, we were ready with encouragement, with sympathy, with brave words in which high courage glowed.


Desiderata

March 23, 2023
Another favorite poem, which captures the vicissitudes of life -- the agony and the ecstasy, the sham and the glory, the heart ache and pain, which none of us escape. But take time each day, to be happy, and to be grateful for the whole of it. 

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.
— Max Ehrmann, 1927

Visitors to my house will find a framed version in the guest room. So come visit ;)



A belated St. Patrick's Day Blessing

March 23, 2023
I just love this poem, which a friend sent me this year on St. Patrick's Day. Dark days, and dark periods, don't last forever, and it's good to be reminded that out of darkness, eventually the light again always re-emerges. 

Blessing
by John O'Donohue
for Josie, my mother

On the day when
the weight deadens
on your shoulders
and you stumble,
may the clay dance
to balance you.

And when your eyes
freeze behind
the grey window
and the ghost of loss
gets into you,
may a flock of colours,
indigo, red, green
and azure blue,
come to awaken in you
a meadow of delight.

When the canvas frays
in the currach of thought
and a stain of ocean
blackens beneath you,
may there come across the waters
a path of yellow moonlight
to bring you safely home.

May the nourishment of the earth be yours,
may the clarity of light be yours,
may the fluency of the ocean be yours,
may the protection of the ancestors be yours.

And so may a slow
wind work these words
of love around you,
an invisible cloak
to mind your life.

Copyright ©: John O'Donohue 

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