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Oh Jack I am at the end cant wallk cant look after Brandie stuck in this flat no way out Brandie and I need you so as does Amanda, please send a guardian angel to help us. We need all the help we can get, miss you so so much Jack, can you hear My Way, rest in peace my darling, your balloons are still up but please send us a guardian angel, we need one so muchxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Darling Jack 1year since you went. The world is not the same without you itsw cold and so lonely. Are you with Bogie talking about Casablanca, Hers looking at you kid, and is Frankie talking about Vegas and singing My Way If so you are really in Heaven!!!! Love and miss you so so much rest my darlingxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Have to move now, saw beautiful cottages in Mill Hill and maybe 2 bed flat in GG, you should have moved with me, why didnt we? This flat is rotten and so isolated here, I need you for moving, packing up, all your videos tell me what to do, I need you so much, being alone is the end of the world, I miss you so and love you so, where are you?
Tomorrow is Pesach, I cant goto Amandas so will try to go to Seder at Also the car is finalling going tomorrow I will missd it so much standing outside and looking at it all thetimSeder at Ralli Hall, its so upsetting gomng aloneAlso the car goes tomorrow for very little, it wil;l break my heart when it goes it was our life, you,. me and Brandie going out and about and now it is all over, my life is completely finished Jack, how I wish I was with youxcxxxxxxxxxxx
I felt so depressed today Jack I bought a handbag, I also bought a beautiful Valentino bag just before you died, intended to use it at Christmas, but you never got to see it, and we never had those tapas on New Years Eve. In another life we will do all the things we didnt do this time around.I love and miss you so xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I reget so much not having more years with you, we said we would go to Paris by train, even Vegas somehow, doubt I will ever travel again but if I do I dont travel alone you are there with mexxxx
Jack this has been such a bad weekend, I miss you more than ever, I keep expecting you to walk in the door. Cant believ e I will never see you again or talk together and discuss movies, how can I carry on with out you? I will miss and love you forev er, the pain is so deep, you could have had a good few more years if you had seen a consultant and had heart op, but you were too stubborn and so was the doctor, I cantt get over thois unbearable loss, all alone in this flat with Brandie, he send his love tooxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Yesterday was our 47th anniversary, but too upset, fortunely slept all day and spoke a lot about him on phone. I miss you so desoerately my darlingxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
MY darling Jack today is our 47th Anniversary, I am alone but our love is together, to live in the heart of those you love is not to die, rest my darlingxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
My sweet lovely daddy I spoke to you nearly every day and I miss you so much rest peacefully and mum will be fine we will look after her love always xxxxxx Amanda
my darling Jack I just miss him so desperately he was my life partner, he was wrong and had many regrets but was such a good, kind man and he loved me, his daughter and grandchildren so much, not to forget Brandie his beloved dog. My Way by Sinatra is the song he would want as his memorialxxxxxxxxxxRIP my darling I dont think I have any tears left