Love, its been 10+ years now. (10 years, six months and 5 days, but, who's counting?) I still miss you as badly, if not as painfully. Sorry about that, my pain receptors are numb. The kids are good, I am trying to be a better father, to be the one they should have had. I miss you. I remember when I would hug you, fiercely, and tell you that I loved you, and you would hug me back, and look in my eyes and tell me that you loved me. My heart, my whole body, my soul would fill to overflowing with the most warm, comforting, encompassing feeling. I miss that. I hope that you are still somewhere, and no that you were loved, intensely, completely, unendingly. Miss you, of course. Always will.