I would like to relate an experience I had with my Dad when I was about five years old. This would have been about 1954. Dad loved tools, but his tool budget was very limited. When he bought a new one, it was kind of a big deal, and we four boys were always excited when a new tool came home. On this particular occasion, he brought a new tape measure home from Citizens’ Lumber in Kingsburg, CA. Dad was pretty proud of it. Gary was the oldest boy so he had the first kid's right to play with it. I didn’t really see much of it the rest of the day but I filed in my mind that in the morning I would play with it. The next morning, I found the tape in Dad’s tool bench and began pulling the tape in and out. I pulled the tape out a foot or so. I thought it was so cool. Then, for whatever reason, I folded the metal tape in half and creased it. Then I folded it back the other way and creased it again. Then I did it again, and to my horror, the tape broke completely in half and zipped inside the housing leaving me holding a one-foot piece of tape in one hand and the housing in the other hand. I was devastated and knew right away I had done something terrible. I sadly walked into the house and showed mom what I had done and made up some lame story about how it happened. She responded, “When your Dad gets home, tell him the truth and show him the tape.” That was a scary thought.“Will he spank me?” I asked.“I don’t know,” she replied, “But it will be best if you tell him the truth.”
Oh wow, I was really caught. There was no way out of this. I really had to face it. My mom knew the basic facts and now there was no hiding it. I waited impatiently all day. The minutes dragged by. Facing Dad with the story was the only thing on my mind the entire day. The minutes kept dragging on and on. The last hour or so I sat by the window watching for his car to pull into the driveway. At long last, the car showed up and pulled into the driveway. I went outside with the tape. He got out of the car and I meekly showed him the tape and explained exactly what I did. His expression never changed to any kind of anger or show of being upset. I get a little misty-eyed when I think about this part, and I’ve thought about it more than a few times. He squatted down to get face to face with me, put his arm around me, and said, “You told the truth, and that is really important. It’s more important than what happened to the tape measure. Don’t worry about the tape, I’m just proud of you for telling the truth.” And that was it. I was overwhelmed.It wasn’t the reaction I expected at all. Something happened with my relationship to my Dad that day that I can’t fully explain.Perhaps it was something about deeper loyalty. He gave up his cherished tape measure to teach his son the importance of telling the truth and he did so in a very caring way. My loyalty to him was never in question after that incident. Furthermore, I don’t remember ever again questioning my Dad’s love for me.I knew I was secure in it.When my junior high years came along, my friends complained frequently about their dads.I never told anyone the story of the tape measure, but secretly I had no reason to complain about my Dad. He was very special to me because I knew I was much more important to him than a shiny new tape measure.