Dear son my love you are missed like crazy our lives shall never be the same without you Today we should be celebrating your 26th birthday laughing and hearing your jokes,you always knew how to make us laugh.Ayden just turned 13 yes a teenager can you believe and he starts his guitar lessons soon or little guy and Our Julian hes amazing your enjoy jelly he is in so many way like you always trying to get ppl yo laugh his love for dancing.Baby just know that I'm truly sorry I didn't do more to help heal your pain, I love you and think of you every day the good and not so good days but your smile and your laughter and love out weigh the sadness and pain I carry with me . But till we reunite I hold you dear in my heart love your mom and dad. Hold your dad and brother right son they need you so much guide them through the darkness much much love hugs and kisses Mommy ❤❤❤❤❤