It’s been 5 years today, and it still feels like yesterday. I miss you so much. I think about you often, especially when I look at my son. You would think he’s hilarious. I’ve forgiven myself for not calling you when my intuition said something was wrong but I still can’t help but wonder what if. At every stage I wonder what it would’ve been like to have you here, graduating college, celebrating our 25th birthdays, finding out I’m having a baby, you would’ve had that baby shower turnt up lol We all miss you so much down here. Continue to watch over us and pop in when you can, I love you Kaden.