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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Kevin Schutte, 33 years old, born on March 5, 1974, and passed away on March 20, 2007. We will remember him forever.
August 18, 2016
August 18, 2016
Kevin, I trust you still! I don't know where I'm going, but I'm sure you have this planned out! My faith in God. And my deep faith in you guiding my life, have given me a path to follow!, Your portrait for Jason is almost ready ! And it's going.to be incredible piece of art! Please take the time to guide me, for I've never been in this situation before! You always tried to be my protection before, please step in now! I love you , I miss you! Hugs, kisses, your music playing, cookies, all the things you liked! If I'd known that last time I held you was to be the last time, I'd have never let you go! All my love always, Jennifer
August 14, 2016
August 14, 2016
Dearest Kevin, I had another " more than a dream" last night! I woke swearing you were here! In my dream you asked if I trust you still! When I answered yes, of course, you told me to believe that know all that's happening now, and that you'll make everything work out right, through God, when it's the right time! Then you showed me the thistle, and reminded me of the day we watched " Braveheart, and I was crying at that part! So you sent and bought mixed flowers, so you could give me a thistle to cheer me! I do believe you have everything worked out, in God's time! I do trust you still! Today walking back from the store in the rain, the loudspeaker played" Leave Out All The Rest"! Not a coincidence! I've learned a great deal from my now very important friendship with your mother! This is a friendship I've grown to trust and count on! Again, another thing you brought about! I love you and miss you, every day! Please lead me in the right direction! I'll love you always, Jennifer ( your 2nd mom) , never to try to take anything from the wonderful mom you have!
August 12, 2016
August 12, 2016
Kevin, you were my best friend, my partner in crime if you will. We were together so much that my mom would get worried if you weren't around the house. When I left Florida, I never told anyone. I figured I needed to leave everything and everyone who i loved and who loved me back, because I feared rejection. Yours most of all. I just figured that when I was finally ready to come home, that you would be there, and for that, I am truly sorry. My misguided fears caused me to abandon my life, my friends and my family. I never got to say goodbye, and I am sorry. I miss you so much, and I think that you would be proud of the person I've become. Kevin, you were practically my brother, you are family, and I just wanted to say that I love you and miss you! We will meet up again, and you can kick my but for being a dumbass. I figure the Man Upstairs will under and look the other way. I miss you bro!
Love you!
Jason
August 8, 2016
August 8, 2016
You were right there, while I was losing it, trying to calm me! I knew you had a reason for letting me go through the hell I was experiencing, and your mom was right! You do control things from where you are! You had me connect someone I never would have in my life, if it weren't for you telling me it was safe to trust! Thank you Kevin, for always having my back, even now! I love you, I miss you, and I know that you are with me, and will get me through this somehow! Love, your 2 nd mom
July 31, 2016
July 31, 2016
I never got to know you, Kevin. You left us before your mom and I met and became friends. But I know through her, that you were a good person, and I know your mother loves and misses you with all her heart. If she loves you I know I would have loved you, too. Be at peace.
July 28, 2016
July 28, 2016
Just a candle, burning bright,t o guide you here, so you can reveal another" more than a dream", because know that you have The answers! I'm waiting Kevin! I need your help, and I need you to show me that you hear me! My love eternally! Your other mom, Jennifer
July 12, 2016
July 12, 2016
I am lost for words to express how grateful I was for the time we had as friends, you brought the laughter and love to the group. Ice Ice Baby. I think of our skip days to Patrick AFB whenever I hear that song Miss you Kev
June 30, 2016
June 30, 2016
Thanks Kevin, for bringing me with your dear mom, if not for me finding this beautiful tribute pag,, I'd have let some thing go too long, which had already gone on 9 year's too long already! I know this was your doing, and I thank you for this blessin!! I love you so very muc!! And I feel so much better now that your mom and I've talked! Kisse,, hug,, cookie,, and a love that will ALWAYS exist! Miss you so much!
June 17, 2016
June 17, 2016
Kevin, you can laugh knowing I've gone to the Catholic church, burned candles for you, and had masses said in your name! And I swore I'd never return there! I did it for you! I mourn you, in black, from your birthday through Memorial Day! I mourn you all year, just not as formally! I remember you proposing to Shannon, once she had an engagement ring! Thank you for loving her when you did! Had you two gotten back together, things would have turned out differently! But you we're wrong, it wasn't your Karma letting Erica hurt you for hurting Shannon! You we're both young! Id have adored having you be my son in law! Instead, you we're my 2nd son! You we're a good friend to my family, and to me! I hurt constantly over you, but I wouldn't trade one second we ever shared, even with the pain I have to feel! You have been worth it all, and more! Thank you for your "More than dreams", your signs, your comfort, and your love! I will love you for all eternity! Thank you for letting me be your 2nd mom! I left a voice message for your mom! You have no idea how scared I am to talk to her, yet I've wanted to for 9 years! I pray she calls! As you said, if I was truly your friend, I'd tell your family everything I knew! I kinda wish I didn't know so much! But I intend to do as you asked of me! If she just calls! I love you! Ill always love you! Thank you for helping me last night, could you do it again tonight? And nudge your mom to call me please! Kisses, hugs, cookies, tears, and a ton of candles! My love for all eternity, Jennifer
June 17, 2016
June 17, 2016
Kevin, you can laugh knowing I've gone to the Catholic church, burned candles for you, and had masses said in your name! And I swore I'd never return there! I did it for you! I mourn you, in black, from your birthday through Memorial Day! I mourn you all year, just not as formally! I remember you proposing to Shannon, once she had an engagement ring! Thank you for loving her when you did! Had you two gotten back together, things would have turned out differently! But you we're wrong, it wasn't your Karma letting Erica hurt you for hurting Shannon! You we're both young! Id have adored having you be my son in law! Instead, you we're my 2nd son! You we're a good friend to my family, and to me! I hurt constantly over you, but I wouldn't trade one second we ever shared, even with the pain I have to feel! You have been worth it all, and more! Thank you for your "More than dreams", your signs, your comfort, and your love! I will love you for all eternity! Thank you for letting me be your 2nd mom! I left a voice message for your mom! You have no idea how scared I am to talk to her, yet I've wanted to for 9 years! I pray she calls! As you said, if I was truly your friend, I'd tell your family everything I knew! I kinda wish I didn't know so much! But I intend to do as you asked of me! If she just calls! I love you! Ill always love you! Thank you for helping me last night, could you do it again tonight? And nudge your mom to call me please! Kisses, hugs, cookies, tears, and a ton of candles! My love for all eternity, Jennifer
June 16, 2016
June 16, 2016
Sharleen, I only found this tribute last night, or I would have contacted and written sooner! After the 4th, I intend to fund a year of the higher level, so we can place his photos, and music he loved here also! Maybe you poo refer to contact me first! This is my number: (239)2690862 I will do anything I can to help you! I won't lie to you, so if you still have questions, I'll answer them! I love Kevin, I always will! Nothing can ever break the bond we had! But my heart aches every day! I send you my sincere respect, my undying love for Kevin, my loyalty, and anything you want from me! I owe Kevin all that and more, for all the happiness he brought to my life! I await your call, but hope it's sooner rather than later! I have wanted to talk to you for 9 years! Thank you for allowing me to contribute to this page, my family is going to also! Its especially hard for Jason, he wants to write but breaks down when he tried to put it into words! Thank you again, for letting me love Kevin so much! It was returned to me by him, and I sometimes believe that's why I'm still here! Please call soon! My love, Jennifer
June 16, 2016
June 16, 2016
You are always on my mind Kevin. All the good times and who you really were without the drugs. I will never judge you and I now understand what really happened to you. I know God doesn't judge any of us so who are any of us down here to judge any one for any reason. As I always told you unconditional love and that is forever. Jennifer thank you for loving my son. As I know how he felt about your family. I would hope you share what you feel and know of Kevin as well.  Love your mom. Sharleen. Thinking of you and how much you were with us on vacation. I tried to put a picture of you on here but I don't know how.
June 16, 2016
June 16, 2016
Just one more time to say I love you! I will sponsor your next year here, so we can place your music and photos, if it's OK with your family! I will never be able to tell you enough what a difference you made in our lives! You we're the best friend my son could have asked for! He loves you Kevin! We all do! May the candles light your way, to bring those " more than dreams"! Ill go play your music, like I always do! All my love, always, Jennifer Gibbs  xoxoxo cookies, tears, so much love!
June 15, 2016
June 15, 2016
Love you so much, it feels like my heart will break each day without you! I wrote in your story page, I hope I did you justice! Now that I've found this beautiful tribute to you that your dear mother admimisters, I plan to help upgrade it so your songs and photos can be here also! You will be forever missed Kevin! By my family, my son, and me! Kisses, hugs, tears, cookies, dreams, and a candle for you in heaven! I love you! Thank you so much Sharleen, for sharing this!
March 20, 2016
March 20, 2016
Today 9 years ago I lost my youngest son Kevin Anton Schutte. Still can't believe it's been that long. I think of him still every day and many times a day. I miss him so much it still hurts, but I know where he is and that God is with him. He is a special gift to me from God.I wouldnt have it any other way I accept all the pain that I have cause it is much better to have known him than not at all. I love you with all my heart Kevin and alway will unconditional love from your mom Sharleen.
March 5, 2016
March 5, 2016
Today 42 years ago at 8:23pm on a Tuesday I got a beautiful gift from God. He gave me you Kevin. It's been 9 years since you've been gone. I miss you so much. My love for you is even greater. I think of you every day with love. I hope you are dancing and singing in heaven with family and friends. I would love to have a sign from you today. Love Mom Sharleen.
January 18, 2016
January 18, 2016
I love you always and foever. You are in my thoughts everyday that I live. I miss you more everyday I live. You will always be alive in my heart. You have a good heart and soul. Love Mom.
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March 20, 2022
March 20, 2022
Its 15 years Kev I cant believe its been that long. I sure hope you can hear me talking to you everyday. I still wish that last day i kissed and hugged you goodbye when you went out that i called you to tell you how much i loved u uncondtionally. I tried to get u when you drove out of the drive way to tell you but you left. I thought i had the next morning to tell you. I tell you everyday now. U will be remembered everyday as long as i breathe. Love you mom and dad.
March 5, 2022
March 5, 2022
Kevin today would be your 48th birthday. In 15 days it will be 15 years youve been gone from us. And Jennifer has left us too. I miss her alot. She loved you . I hope you two see each other. Shes a good person. She wrote on here alot and never let anyone forget you. You alreadyknow how I feel. I couldnt love you anymore than I do now. My love will always and forever be with you no matter where you are. I love finding the signs that you are around now and then. We love the puppy you and God sent to us 12 years ago . Then we found out you have a puppy named Buddy too. I know you arranged that too. You knew the condition dad was in back then. Buddy helped him. I just want you to know I will always have your back. No matter what happened to you was about the choice you made not who you were or are today. You are a good person and anyone who really knows you or who counts in all our lives knows that to be true. You never talked about anyone, you respected others. I will respect you for how you felt about others and being who everyone wanted to be around. Jennifer always said you would walk in a room and the room lite up and everyone wanted to be around you. Me too. Just want you to know you are loved and nothing will ever change that. Your family love you. Dad and i always will no matter what. I know when you left this earth you didnt feel loved. But i didnt know that then. When i told you unconditional love I meant every word. Still do nothing can ever change that. Nothing. I love you Kev and Happy Heavenly birthday.. love mom.
April 5, 2021
April 5, 2021
Just thinking of you alot the last few days and looking at lots of pictures. Doing alot of crying and wishing i knew then what i know now. I know God works things his way. Just knowing you are ok now in Gods hands is all i can ask for.  Jennifer im sure is somewhere near you. Its what she wanted. The music thats playing i told Jennifer was one of your favorites. She did this for you before she died. What a beautiful person Kev you were so right about her. I love you and miss you so much Kev. Ill write again soon. Mom
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September 7, 2023
Hey my baby brother, I am thinking of you tonight and just wanted to say how so very much I’m missing you and your smiling face.  Life is very difficult and you not being here is making it harder, it’s not fair that you’re not here with us! So if you can ask God to please keep an eye on your family and send us the best wishes.  I love you then, now and forever! Your sis Kim

Sadness, because you were right all along

December 17, 2016

Long before you left us, and again those last 3 days, you always said you were so much more comfortable at our house, on our used furniture where you could put your feet up, and be your real self! I'm sorry for all the times you didn't want to go home, especially to the white room at Xmas that you hated so much! And you were also right, my family was more real, more down to earth, less pretensions, than the phony way you had to pretend to be at home! And you were right, my family would never meet up to yours, that's why we had to sneak Shannon to you so often! Had they not opposed your real young love, you'd be my son in law, and you'd never have married Erica, therefore she'd have not broken your heart so! You and Shannon would have lived happily, anywhere, as shed have gone to Alaska if you'd asked, she loved you so! But you family didn't think she was good enough! I'm so sorry, I couldn't see it sooner! It would have changed everything! Now it's too late, and you're gone! I don't find it odd at all that you'd prefer to hang around an old rented room and watch TV with me, that go home and be in the white room you hated so much! I thought with all of shared with your mother, that we'd become real friends, she was teaching me things that helped me learn to tune into you! But my family lives in the real world, we've faced some tragic circumstances, and drama! Your mother can't cope with this! So I only have your guidance to follow now! I tried Kevin, I promise you that I really tried! But as always,, you were right! My family is beneath their standards! And you're so right, I can't be phony! I'm sorry that you ever had to be! I knew the real you, not the pretend one forced to go home! That last night, when you said you didn't want to go home,i thought you'd be back! Now I understand! Had you and Shannon stayed together as you planned, without interference, you'd still be here with us, not just in spirit!I know somehow I let you down, but now I do understand!I honestly love you, and it means everything that you've chosen to spend time with me! I love you very much, I will ALWAYS! Your 2nd Mom, Jennifer

December 14, 2016

Kevin, you are loved and missed by everyone you touched.  I am  thankful to have had you not only in my life but also as one of my two best friends.  You were taken from your family and friends before we were ready ~ but in your time on this earth you lived! I love you, brother and miss you.

Jason 

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