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Jason
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Thinking of you
Sadness, because you were right all along
Long before you left us, and again those last 3 days, you always said you were so much more comfortable at our house, on our used furniture where you could put your feet up, and be your real self! I'm sorry for all the times you didn't want to go home, especially to the white room at Xmas that you hated so much! And you were also right, my family was more real, more down to earth, less pretensions, than the phony way you had to pretend to be at home! And you were right, my family would never meet up to yours, that's why we had to sneak Shannon to you so often! Had they not opposed your real young love, you'd be my son in law, and you'd never have married Erica, therefore she'd have not broken your heart so! You and Shannon would have lived happily, anywhere, as shed have gone to Alaska if you'd asked, she loved you so! But you family didn't think she was good enough! I'm so sorry, I couldn't see it sooner! It would have changed everything! Now it's too late, and you're gone! I don't find it odd at all that you'd prefer to hang around an old rented room and watch TV with me, that go home and be in the white room you hated so much! I thought with all of shared with your mother, that we'd become real friends, she was teaching me things that helped me learn to tune into you! But my family lives in the real world, we've faced some tragic circumstances, and drama! Your mother can't cope with this! So I only have your guidance to follow now! I tried Kevin, I promise you that I really tried! But as always,, you were right! My family is beneath their standards! And you're so right, I can't be phony! I'm sorry that you ever had to be! I knew the real you, not the pretend one forced to go home! That last night, when you said you didn't want to go home,i thought you'd be back! Now I understand! Had you and Shannon stayed together as you planned, without interference, you'd still be here with us, not just in spirit!I know somehow I let you down, but now I do understand!I honestly love you, and it means everything that you've chosen to spend time with me! I love you very much, I will ALWAYS! Your 2nd Mom, Jennifer
Kevin, you are loved and missed by everyone you touched. I am thankful to have had you not only in my life but also as one of my two best friends. You were taken from your family and friends before we were ready ~ but in your time on this earth you lived! I love you, brother and miss you.
Jason