I wish a candle could have lit your way that fateful night 11 years ago! A darkness we didn't understand came and stole you from us, leaving us devastated, dissalusioned, and completely broken beyond repair! It feels like it was 11 days, or even 11 minutes, since having to face the worst nightmare of my life! No amount of time, or tears, or debths of despair, even touches the excruciating anguish that the word " PAIN" is supposed to represent! I miss you more, never less, as though the passing of time only multiplies the emotional turmoil and emptiness left by your passing! I'm never alone, as you promised, but I feel like I'm lost! I do get the signs you send, I do feel you here with me so often! Thank you for reaching out to Jason, it made a difference only I saw! Thank you for loving me, and making sure I'm sure! You know what I'm facing, but I know you'll be there to see me through it safely! Ill wait for something unusual to appear, as a sign from you! I love you Kevin! All the hugs I wish I'd have given so long ago, what words I should have said my heart is now speaking to your soul! My love always, hugs, kisses, cookies, and your music playing as you'd want! This is the anniversary of the night you returned to God's loving presence, and that of your family in heaven, and so many people that you admired! For us down here, it's been 11 long, sad years because we miss seeing your brightness shine! There it's been a few brief seconds, as they bask in that glorious brightness of you! All my love always, your 2nd Mom, Jennifer Gibbs