Kevin, I trust you still! I don't know where I'm going, but I'm sure you have this planned out! My faith in God. And my deep faith in you guiding my life, have given me a path to follow!, Your portrait for Jason is almost ready ! And it's going.to be incredible piece of art! Please take the time to guide me, for I've never been in this situation before! You always tried to be my protection before, please step in now! I love you , I miss you! Hugs, kisses, your music playing, cookies, all the things you liked! If I'd known that last time I held you was to be the last time, I'd have never let you go! All my love always, Jennifer

Dearest Kevin, I had another " more than a dream" last night! I woke swearing you were here! In my dream you asked if I trust you still! When I answered yes, of course, you told me to believe that know all that's happening now, and that you'll make everything work out right, through God, when it's the right time! Then you showed me the thistle, and reminded me of the day we watched " Braveheart, and I was crying at that part! So you sent and bought mixed flowers, so you could give me a thistle to cheer me! I do believe you have everything worked out, in God's time! I do trust you still! Today walking back from the store in the rain, the loudspeaker played" Leave Out All The Rest"! Not a coincidence! I've learned a great deal from my now very important friendship with your mother! This is a friendship I've grown to trust and count on! Again, another thing you brought about! I love you and miss you, every day! Please lead me in the right direction! I'll love you always, Jennifer ( your 2nd mom) , never to try to take anything from the wonderful mom you have!

Kevin, you were my best friend, my partner in crime if you will. We were together so much that my mom would get worried if you weren't around the house. When I left Florida, I never told anyone. I figured I needed to leave everything and everyone who i loved and who loved me back, because I feared rejection. Yours most of all. I just figured that when I was finally ready to come home, that you would be there, and for that, I am truly sorry. My misguided fears caused me to abandon my life, my friends and my family. I never got to say goodbye, and I am sorry. I miss you so much, and I think that you would be proud of the person I've become. Kevin, you were practically my brother, you are family, and I just wanted to say that I love you and miss you! We will meet up again, and you can kick my but for being a dumbass. I figure the Man Upstairs will under and look the other way. I miss you bro!
Love you!
Jason

You were right there, while I was losing it, trying to calm me! I knew you had a reason for letting me go through the hell I was experiencing, and your mom was right! You do control things from where you are! You had me connect someone I never would have in my life, if it weren't for you telling me it was safe to trust! Thank you Kevin, for always having my back, even now! I love you, I miss you, and I know that you are with me, and will get me through this somehow! Love, your 2 nd mom

I never got to know you, Kevin. You left us before your mom and I met and became friends. But I know through her, that you were a good person, and I know your mother loves and misses you with all her heart. If she loves you I know I would have loved you, too. Be at peace.

Just a candle, burning bright,t o guide you here, so you can reveal another" more than a dream", because know that you have The answers! I'm waiting Kevin! I need your help, and I need you to show me that you hear me! My love eternally! Your other mom, Jennifer

I am lost for words to express how grateful I was for the time we had as friends, you brought the laughter and love to the group. Ice Ice Baby. I think of our skip days to Patrick AFB whenever I hear that song Miss you Kev

Thanks Kevin, for bringing me with your dear mom, if not for me finding this beautiful tribute pag,, I'd have let some thing go too long, which had already gone on 9 year's too long already! I know this was your doing, and I thank you for this blessin!! I love you so very muc!! And I feel so much better now that your mom and I've talked! Kisse,, hug,, cookie,, and a love that will ALWAYS exist! Miss you so much!

Kevin, you can laugh knowing I've gone to the Catholic church, burned candles for you, and had masses said in your name! And I swore I'd never return there! I did it for you! I mourn you, in black, from your birthday through Memorial Day! I mourn you all year, just not as formally! I remember you proposing to Shannon, once she had an engagement ring! Thank you for loving her when you did! Had you two gotten back together, things would have turned out differently! But you we're wrong, it wasn't your Karma letting Erica hurt you for hurting Shannon! You we're both young! Id have adored having you be my son in law! Instead, you we're my 2nd son! You we're a good friend to my family, and to me! I hurt constantly over you, but I wouldn't trade one second we ever shared, even with the pain I have to feel! You have been worth it all, and more! Thank you for your "More than dreams", your signs, your comfort, and your love! I will love you for all eternity! Thank you for letting me be your 2nd mom! I left a voice message for your mom! You have no idea how scared I am to talk to her, yet I've wanted to for 9 years! I pray she calls! As you said, if I was truly your friend, I'd tell your family everything I knew! I kinda wish I didn't know so much! But I intend to do as you asked of me! If she just calls! I love you! Ill always love you! Thank you for helping me last night, could you do it again tonight? And nudge your mom to call me please! Kisses, hugs, cookies, tears, and a ton of candles! My love for all eternity, Jennifer

Kevin, you can laugh knowing I've gone to the Catholic church, burned candles for you, and had masses said in your name! And I swore I'd never return there! I did it for you! I mourn you, in black, from your birthday through Memorial Day! I mourn you all year, just not as formally! I remember you proposing to Shannon, once she had an engagement ring! Thank you for loving her when you did! Had you two gotten back together, things would have turned out differently! But you we're wrong, it wasn't your Karma letting Erica hurt you for hurting Shannon! You we're both young! Id have adored having you be my son in law! Instead, you we're my 2nd son! You we're a good friend to my family, and to me! I hurt constantly over you, but I wouldn't trade one second we ever shared, even with the pain I have to feel! You have been worth it all, and more! Thank you for your "More than dreams", your signs, your comfort, and your love! I will love you for all eternity! Thank you for letting me be your 2nd mom! I left a voice message for your mom! You have no idea how scared I am to talk to her, yet I've wanted to for 9 years! I pray she calls! As you said, if I was truly your friend, I'd tell your family everything I knew! I kinda wish I didn't know so much! But I intend to do as you asked of me! If she just calls! I love you! Ill always love you! Thank you for helping me last night, could you do it again tonight? And nudge your mom to call me please! Kisses, hugs, cookies, tears, and a ton of candles! My love for all eternity, Jennifer

Sharleen, I only found this tribute last night, or I would have contacted and written sooner! After the 4th, I intend to fund a year of the higher level, so we can place his photos, and music he loved here also! Maybe you poo refer to contact me first! This is my number: (239)2690862 I will do anything I can to help you! I won't lie to you, so if you still have questions, I'll answer them! I love Kevin, I always will! Nothing can ever break the bond we had! But my heart aches every day! I send you my sincere respect, my undying love for Kevin, my loyalty, and anything you want from me! I owe Kevin all that and more, for all the happiness he brought to my life! I await your call, but hope it's sooner rather than later! I have wanted to talk to you for 9 years! Thank you for allowing me to contribute to this page, my family is going to also! Its especially hard for Jason, he wants to write but breaks down when he tried to put it into words! Thank you again, for letting me love Kevin so much! It was returned to me by him, and I sometimes believe that's why I'm still here! Please call soon! My love, Jennifer

You are always on my mind Kevin. All the good times and who you really were without the drugs. I will never judge you and I now understand what really happened to you. I know God doesn't judge any of us so who are any of us down here to judge any one for any reason. As I always told you unconditional love and that is forever. Jennifer thank you for loving my son. As I know how he felt about your family. I would hope you share what you feel and know of Kevin as well.  Love your mom. Sharleen. Thinking of you and how much you were with us on vacation. I tried to put a picture of you on here but I don't know how.

Just one more time to say I love you! I will sponsor your next year here, so we can place your music and photos, if it's OK with your family! I will never be able to tell you enough what a difference you made in our lives! You we're the best friend my son could have asked for! He loves you Kevin! We all do! May the candles light your way, to bring those " more than dreams"! Ill go play your music, like I always do! All my love, always, Jennifer Gibbs  xoxoxo cookies, tears, so much love!

Love you so much, it feels like my heart will break each day without you! I wrote in your story page, I hope I did you justice! Now that I've found this beautiful tribute to you that your dear mother admimisters, I plan to help upgrade it so your songs and photos can be here also! You will be forever missed Kevin! By my family, my son, and me! Kisses, hugs, tears, cookies, dreams, and a candle for you in heaven! I love you! Thank you so much Sharleen, for sharing this!

Today 9 years ago I lost my youngest son Kevin Anton Schutte. Still can't believe it's been that long. I think of him still every day and many times a day. I miss him so much it still hurts, but I know where he is and that God is with him. He is a special gift to me from God.I wouldnt have it any other way I accept all the pain that I have cause it is much better to have known him than not at all. I love you with all my heart Kevin and alway will unconditional love from your mom Sharleen.

Today 42 years ago at 8:23pm on a Tuesday I got a beautiful gift from God. He gave me you Kevin. It's been 9 years since you've been gone. I miss you so much. My love for you is even greater. I think of you every day with love. I hope you are dancing and singing in heaven with family and friends. I would love to have a sign from you today. Love Mom Sharleen.

I love you always and foever. You are in my thoughts everyday that I live. I miss you more everyday I live. You will always be alive in my heart. You have a good heart and soul. Love Mom.