January 14
January 14
5 years today....Hard to believe 5 years has gone by already! I have finally been able to get myself back on track and have done the things I didn't think I'd ever be able to do again! I have also found someone to share the rest of the this life with. I know we talked about wanting each other to be happy and not a lone, but it definitely took some time for me to bring myself to allowing someone back into my heart. He's a good guy though and he keeps me safe. It saddens me that things couldn't be different with your family and with Harlow. I know they wrongfully blame me for a lot of things and if that weren't the case, things could've been a lot different. But I'm keeping my last promise to you and I have you safe from whom you didn't want to be able to torture you any more. So that's all I can worry about. She won't be able to hurt you anymore. I still get the signs that you told me you would leave should something ever happen to you, and as long as I get those signs, I will keep you protected. Say hello to all those we know that have left too soon! Thoughts and Prayers, Megan