January 21, 2023
January 21, 2023
Time is flying by so quickly that I can hardly keep up. I miss you very much and hope that you've heard my conversations with you. Remember my promise to you that I would take Andrew to Lake Como to meet you? I'm hoping this is the year I will fulfill that promise. But before that, we have to go through a lot of pain of growing up. I know you've been following the progress but I really need your help through this. It's been a rough road filled with much laughter and sorrow. The last 2+ years have been very challenging, at best, and has set him back quite a lot. I keep my faith and envision a grown, happy, healthy & successful person. He's very much like you in many ways, good & bad. I'm at a crossroad and don't know how to help. Like our relationship, I fear that I'm not giving him what he needs despite my best efforts and how I know to be supportive. I realize that we all want to be heard in a different way and I'm not sure if I'm providing the right support...just like when you & I were having troubles. I know now that we did not know how to support each other in the ways the other person needed to be supported. Please help me! I miss you everyday and truly wish you were here with us!!