3rd Heavenly Birthday
October 17, 2022
It’s hasn’t gotten any easier being here without you. I still feel like you’re somewhere else and I just need to go visit you. My heart and head seem to refuse to accept that I won’t see you again in this life. The thought that we could loose you earlier than we should always loomed above our heads but didn’t make it any easier when we did.
Instead of trying to keep myself busy on the days leading up to today because I knew it would be difficult, I wish instead I was looking for your gift. Or getting your cake. Or maybe trying to make your cake again. My first try wasn’t too bad and things usually get better the more you try them. Or searching for the perfect card that would make you cry. I wish we were celebrating today with you here.
We started the business we had always talked about. Today was to be our opening in honor of you. We are not where we need to be just yet but we will still consider today our soft opening. As I created the items and learned new things on YouTube I couldn’t help but think how it would be so much easier to learn from you. I look at the items I’ve created and think how much better you would have made them. I think of how much easier it would be because you’d be helping me. We miss you in this business in more ways than one. You taught us well however and because of that every item we create is imbued with the love you gave so freely and great care. We know that you surround us and are with us in all we do as you are our muse.
I miss being able to hug you. I miss chatting with you about anything and everything. I miss everything, the good and bad. I can’t wait to see you again. You are loved beyond measure momma and will be forever missed.
Happy Heavenly Birthday!
Instead of trying to keep myself busy on the days leading up to today because I knew it would be difficult, I wish instead I was looking for your gift. Or getting your cake. Or maybe trying to make your cake again. My first try wasn’t too bad and things usually get better the more you try them. Or searching for the perfect card that would make you cry. I wish we were celebrating today with you here.
We started the business we had always talked about. Today was to be our opening in honor of you. We are not where we need to be just yet but we will still consider today our soft opening. As I created the items and learned new things on YouTube I couldn’t help but think how it would be so much easier to learn from you. I look at the items I’ve created and think how much better you would have made them. I think of how much easier it would be because you’d be helping me. We miss you in this business in more ways than one. You taught us well however and because of that every item we create is imbued with the love you gave so freely and great care. We know that you surround us and are with us in all we do as you are our muse.
I miss being able to hug you. I miss chatting with you about anything and everything. I miss everything, the good and bad. I can’t wait to see you again. You are loved beyond measure momma and will be forever missed.
Happy Heavenly Birthday!