So I found out my Mom had been diagnosed with cancer just a few weeks ago. My wife, Cristie, had already been with her in Arizona for about a week to help her after her back surgery to repair some broken bones in her back. I remember my wife calling me and telling me to sit down. That they did find cancer. At this point we did not know the extent of it, just that she had lung cancer and I believe we knew the type and stage somewhat but not how much it had spread as of yet.
My kids (Chase, Jack and Hayden) and myself flew out to Arizona on April 27. My sister and her two boys, Parker and Phoenix, were already there as well. My brother Steve came out from Utah a few days later. We were all there at this point. My Mom had her husband, her three kids, and all of her Grandchildren with her at the same time. This is the first time this has ever happened; us all being together at the same time in the same place. The picture in the gallery captured the special event.
We all got to spend a few good days with Mom while she was still able to get around somewhat and enjoy us all being there. We laughed, we cried, we were a family. We were preparing for the worst and hoping for the best in terms of her cancer. She was going in for her PT Scan on April 30 to find out the extent of spread and prognosis. Also, that same day; Pam, Parker, Phoenix, and Chase were flying back home. Mom, Dad, and Steve went to get her scan while my wife and I took Chase to the airport in Phoenix with Jack and Hayden.
Wednesday, May 2, 2012 - This is the day we got the results for the PT scan in Phoenix. We all drove out, about a 3 hour trip one way. We stopped in Casa Grande to eat at IHOP. Mom wanted some IHOP but had forgotten her teeth so all she could eat were pancakes. The trips were getting really difficult for her back and forth from Tucson and / or Phoenix, It was taking a toll. We got to the clinic in Phoenix and I waited in the waiting room with my brother and my kids- Jack and Hayden. My Wife and Dad went back with her. It was not long before my wife came to get me and I went into a room with the two of them and the doctor. My Mom was waiting in another room. This is when I found out the worst. The cancer had spread and there was nothing to be done.
Back in Ajo, there are no Hospice services so my wife took on the role of that as well. She had been taking care of my mother after her back surgery, and now would take on the role of her hospice nurse as well. See my wife and my Mom have a special relationship that I will explain more in another story but in short, my Mom chose her as her daughter-in-law more than ten years ago. I guess she had the foresight to see how invaluable she would be to her and the whole family.
Cristie and Dad kept Mom as comfortable and free of pain as possible. Thursday, we moved her chair to the patio area because she wanted to be outside. We stayed with her constantly, taking turns sitting with her and taking care of her, She declined so fast that we were ill-prepared emotionally for what was happening. We were thinking there would be time; time to fight it, time to say goodbye, time to anything. We got my sister a flight back out because Mom wanted her kids with her in the end.
My mom had her first seizure on Friday. She had three before we finally got some new meds that helped prevent them. My mom was asleep from this point on. We held vigil waiting at this point. What a few days earlier was preparing ourselves for a long vigilant battle with chemotherapy and radiation and whatever it took, was now sitting with her, holding her hand, waiting for the inevitable. She was holding on though. My sister made it in Saturday May 5, 2012. We thought she was waiting until all her kids were back with her and her husband before she let go. We sat out with her and all talked and spent time together. That night, my Dad, who was sleeping on a cot beside her every night was with her holding her hand when she took her last breath just after midnight. Shortly after, my wife woke me up and I went to say goodbye. She passed away just after midnight on Sunday May 6, 2012. I can't say what made her hold on for so long but I think she wanted to wait until the 6th because her Granddaughter's birthday is on May 5 and she did not want to pass away on her only Granddaughter's birthday.
In the end, we all got to hold her hand, kiss her forehead, and tell her how much we love her and will miss her.