MOM, I'm trying SO hard, to as you would say "oh, grow up Berta " and today is a GOOD DAY! The boys have invited me to go floating with them and they seem to be excited. My first thought was "WHY" maybe their gonna leave me " but today I think maybe they know I'm having a hard time and they care and wanna make things a little easier. This mornings tears are of Comfort and Love. I am blessed to have my brothers and my SISTER And aunts and cousins. Speaking of,,, Avery was born and is beautiful. I'm trying to think of what big thing you would insist on getting her so that when I go to Jane Anne's, I can take it to her from you... I hope you are at Peace and are with My grandma and Shelley.. You longed for her all my life and I'm SO sorry I NEVER showed you more respect for what you may have been going through yourself! ! I gotta go now so I can get Rick up to see his MOM! !! I love you Momma and don't worry about me. "I can feel, I'm getting a little stronger everyday. LOVE YOU!