Ann,
As a mother, I give you my most deepest heartfelt condolence. Losing a child is unbearable. Understanding and comfort comes from God. He has experienced such pain (John 3:16) As he did for his son, he promise you, he will do for Maureen. "For this is the will of my Father, that everyone who ...... exercises faith in him should have everlasting life, and I will resurrect him on the last day.” (John 6:40) Hold on to that promise, and he will bless you with Maureen's embrace again.