Hello my love I was just laying here and thinking about you as usual. I miss you so damn much...its so hard to wake up every knowing that I will never see your face or hear your voice again. My heart is in so much pain and I can't seem to find my way thru this heartache. Babe you meant everything in this world to me and now I'm here trying to figure out how to move on without you. Every time I look at one of your pictures I wanna break down and cry... I promise I will NEVER love anyone the way I love(d) you! I feel like my soul has been snatched out of my body. I miss you so much and I will never let the memories of US fade away

The hardest thing I have ever done was to say goodbye to my Husband. He was taken away so fast and I had/have so much more to say to him. I know that he knew I love him but I miss telling him. There wasn't a day that went by that we didn't say " I love you bae" no matter if we were upset about something or not. I feel like apart of me has been taken that will never allow me to feel whole again. He was my best friend, I could tell him  anything & he would make it better. He always gave me the motivation to put my best foot forward and push daily. I never knew true pain and emptiness until the day that he was taken away from us. If I could just spend one more min with him I would squeeze him so tight and tell him how much I love him and how truly happy I was/am to be his wife. Omg what a hard pill to swallow....my heart is hurting so bad! I love you forever babe...until we meet again