My husband was everything to me he was my life and my life revolved around him and we loved each other so much, this was the one part of one of us passing he was most frightened of was how we would handle it afterwards, so I’m going to try and make him proud, I will always love and miss him but I will also carry him in my heart wherever I am and what ever I do, I love you so so so much and my heart cries out for you daily . You will live in my heart forever!

IF HEAVEN HAD VISITING HOURS I WOULD VISIT YOU EVERY CHANCE THEY GAVE I FIND MYSELF ASKING GOD WHY MY BROTHER WHY MY SON WHILE I WRITE THIS WITH TEARS ROLLING DOWN MY EYES HE WOULD RESPOND TO ME AS HE HAVE FOR YEARS ‍♀️ WHY NOT YOUR SON OR YOUR BROTHER THESE ARE MY CHILDREN I ONLY LET YOU BORROW THEM THERE TIME WAS DONE ON EARTH THAT HEAVEN NEEDED THEM MUCH MORE ️ ☝️ I UNDERSTAND NOW NEVER QUESTION GOD HE ALREADY KNEW THIS DAY WOULD COME TRUST THE PROCESS AND FORGIVE THOSE WHO WE HATE THERE DAYS ARE COMING ‍♀️HOW I WISH I COULD BE THAT OPEN HEARTED CAUSE I WISH THEY ALL WOULD DIE ✌️‍♀️ BUT FOR YOU BRO I WILL TRY TO FORGIVE THEM SO I CAN COME HOME WHEN ITS MY TURN CAUSE I KNOW YOU SAVING ME A SPOT WITH THAT SMILE ON YOUR FACE LOOSING YOU MADE ME REALIZED NEVER TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED AND NEVER LET NO ONE STOP MY LIFE FOR THEM ‍♀️ I CAN ACTUALLY SAY WHEN YOU LEFT US APART OF YOU STAYED WITH ME☝️ BOY I MISS YOUR SMILING ASS I MISS FUSSING WITH U I MISS HUGGING YOU I MISS THOSE FAT LIPS GIVING OUT KISSES‍♀️ P.S YOUR BIPOLAR ASS SISTER NICIA YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BROTHER MY RODE DOG MY BEST FRIEND ️

Babe you are my world, there's not a min that goes by that I dnt think about you! I miss you sooooooo much! Love you forever