Aw Nicola, why did i have to loose you. I know we had our moments, like when we'd argue n shout and annoy each other, but i loved you dearly, i just hope you knew that. I think about you loads every day. I want you to visit me or come to me in my dreams... I'm sad n need my wee sister, you could always cheer me up by acting silly lol. Oor Shannon's definitely got your wacky sense of humour. If i could have 1 wish, it would be for a day trip to heaven to see you all.
You're passing has changed us all.. N not for good. Me personally, I'm so broken inside and my heart is in pieces. I miss you so much, there are no words that describe the devastation we feel.
Sometimes i feel totally abandoned, like from our childhood home.. I'm the only one left, God, why is life so unfair? Why am i still here?
I love you, always did, always Will. I'll see you.. someday wee sis,
My heart breaks for oor Shannon. She's bloomin amazingly strong, hard working, funny, quirky, Lovely Daughter. Beautiful inside as well as out.
What a blast we could've had together. Sadly, ive felt ive had to take a step back and let her find her independence..new friends... Interests. Which has been freaking so hard. Ok gettin too sad... I MISS U ÀLL, give ma baby George a big cuddle fae his mummy xxx Nitie Nite xxx