19..There is no way to even imagine how your life would be right now. No possible way for me to even conceive it. I pray that you are happy and are enjoying Heaven. I love you " Little Man" and hold you tightly in my heart until I see your face again.

12 years Little Man. I can only imagine what you would be like..maybe a deep voice? Shaving? Driving and dating? I pray all the time that your okay. I miss you son...so very much.

Hey bubba!
I know.... it’s been awhile.
I just know you’re the only one who can really know how I’m feeling right now.... oh how I wish you were here, I know you’d have ALL the right answers! This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do in my entire life. It all sounds so simple, but mentally I’m stretched. I just wish I could sit and talk to you about it all. I miss you more with each passing day, it’s never gotten easier. I hope you’re having an amazing time up there. I love you, buddy. Always, Steph!

Payton Michael eight years have now went by without your hand in mine. I miss you so much and pray every day your enjoying Heaven. I love you my one and only son...Momma

Little Man I pray you are playing and celebrating your birthday with your angel friends today. I feel your love with me everyday son. Please know not a day goes by without your name being said <3