Soggy Bottom Boy I miss you still today... the pain never leaves one's heart or soul... Brother I remember our last conversation on the phone the night you passed away... It was way up in the morning we was on the phone when I was with my ex no one cared for at the time.. Well your soon to be exwife was at mom's house with you but mom and your wife didn't know who you was talking to that night and mom said I'm going to bed because I'm not going to set here watching you kill yourself so mom went to bed... and then my sister in law was fighting with you and you told her to shut up and go to f-to bed and leave you alone and she didn't though and then about an hour or two after this you told me sissy go to bed get some sleep because everything will be fine and I love you and I'll talk to you later on in the morning... But brother morning never came for you because at six a.m. mom called at my boyfriend's house told me to get out home because you was dead and I dropped the phone I screamed outloud saying my God no not my brother and I told mom are you joking with me she said no I'm not baby girl please come home... So I got a ride home to mom's house because my car was being used my my boyfriend so I got a uncle to bring me home and mom told him to take his time getting me home so I wouldn't see you laying on the couch lifeless and not breathing that was the day my heart broke into that day... But I grabbed your hand not wanting to let you go but when the medical examiner got there I had to let you go...

I can't believe it's been this long already but brother I do miss you everyday..