well Dad its that horrible time of year, we are gonna have another Christmas with the head of our family not with us we know you will be in spirit though. Robert is for first time doing his own charitible thing at Christmas back in Birmingham as you would expect from your grandson as the kind of young man he is, but your granddaughter and Son and law have made the long journey yet again up to see mum and Shona and us god bless them although i did try to get Shona and mum to go down for change to be fair on Nick. I know now you will also have Chic for company in heaven just as we lost him too this year beginning of month. Will have a Glass of wine especially for you on Sunday dad, miss you not looking forward to 4th Feb as that day doesnt exist now for me quick it ends the better. love you always always have huge hole in my heart where you were nothing can heal it.